“The problem was you had to keep choosing between one evil or another, and no matter what you chose, they sliced a little bit more off you, until there was nothing left. At the age of 25 most people were finished. A whole god-damned nation of assholes driving automobiles, eating, having babies, doing everything in the worst way possible, like ( Read more... )

The 100 plus weather forced Chris and I out of the house for a couple days and it was awesome. We found the perfect secret spot along the Washougal river that apparently no one else knew about so it was really peaceful and secluded. We read and played in the water and built dams and brought strawberries and oranges and granola and brownies. It was ( Read more... )

I feel the need to write. I feel like there are times where so many events happen and change it all coalesces into the present, and I need to reflect so everything stays the same for a while. My life is completely different from a year ago. And a year ago completely different from the year before that. Change is just so strange to me , it's just so ( Read more... )

 Things are changing. Spring has always been my season. I work at Borders, and the for the most part love my job. I'd rather be reading Bukowski.  Matt and I are [back]  together. Key to the lock in my house.
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out of the arms of one love
and into the arms of another

it's not pleasant to die on the cross,
it is much more pleasant to hear your name ( Read more... )

Yesterday, I was accepted to University of Washington. I have worked so hard for this for the past four years. I am ecstatic. They have one of the best pre-med schools. Wow. Every hour of study, Every book read, Every essay completed, and Every test passed, has got me here.  AND I got a new bookshelf yesterday which is fucking awesome. I just ( Read more... )

R.I.P Kurt Vonnegut   So it goes...

I am at the airport right now, and will be boarding my plane in about 20  minutes. I am so excited..... but i could literally gauge my eyeballs out right now for just one goddamn cigarette. fuck... i have these certain timed intervals throughout the day when i smoke, according to my school schedule and what not. at this point, normally, i would ( Read more... )

It's my birthday on wednesday. i ordered an english toffee/chocolate cake from larsons for my party. im really excited. cameron took me out last night, and hes buying me the hunter thompson poster i really want.....i am finally leaving the day after my birthday.i am so excited to get the fuck out of here. Jenny and I will be driving to chicago and ( Read more... )

In August I am leaving for Amsterdam, Paris, Germany , and Belgium. For my graduation present. And in March I am going to chicago/Indianapolis, to visit jenny. And in june, i might be going to hawaii for my grandmas funeral. I'm really excited. I love muchas gracias quesadillas with guacamole. but now i am eating pancakes.

I just got into Western Washington University!!! I am soooo excited! Bunny likes bellingham too, and we'll be close to Canada!

Dear Nicole Smith,

On behalf of the Western Washington University community, we are delighted to notify you of your admission. If you haven't yet received it, your official admissions packet will arrive soon. From what we ( Read more... )