VNV NATION (FUTURE PERFECT) : HOLDING ON

I thought the future held
A perfect place for us
That together we would learn to be
the best that we could be
In my naivety I ran
I fell and lost my way
Somehow I always end up falling over me

And one day
I woke to find
The future had no place
For me
I was unwanted in a world
That with my hands I helped ( Read more... )

Melody

There is someone out there who feels just like me
who craves ever single word when a boy onced loved a girl.
From little tiny paper balls of letters flow into the wind
the quiet things no-one ever knows.
Walking hand-in-hand around the tree tops
the shorelin appeared like a wound.
An image imprinted in my head
i contimplate the day we wedd.
Sitting ( Read more... )

Remind me how it used to feel, when you pressed me up against your chest,
Remind me how it tasted like when your lips touched mine.
Remind me of the misery you put me through on an october fest,
Remind me of  when you used to stare giving the electric sensation down my spine.

Remind me of the smell of flowers when brought in my time of sadness,
Remind ( Read more... )

beyond the dusk, there lies a memory of a moment in time in which we touched the sky and flew amongst the clouds.

we saw what the world could only dream of seeing, we felt the sweet breeze upon our faces and knew we were free.

the music harmonized in your ears as i lost flight and fell into my dominion of sadness.

as i fell i watched you fly ( Read more... )

""Blessed is he who expects nothing, for he shall never be disappointed"
 -alexander pope(1688-1744)
"theres no limit to complicated things can get, on account of one things always leading to another"
-e.b.white(1899-1985)

charming arent they?

-later- (think about them).....

we spend time pondering on what our loved ones are doing, if what they have said is the truth, or even if you still exsist to them. why do we waste such precious time on such pitiful things? why do we stress the emotion and thought that we dont exsist anymore once they are with their friends or anyone in a case that is not you? you know i have come ( Read more... )

beyond the beauty i found within there is darkness in which captivates my mind.
the sea in which becomes a comic vision i dance within and remember that one moment in time when all was well and pure.
a word to the wise the doctor perscribes a medicine that no human nor dream can persist.
i take it anyways. the odyssey in which we are known as for ( Read more... )

Request

A past request denied over a possession of lust                                        
A meaning un-thought of or represented
A torrid beginning with  unbelievable characters
What a strange land I have come across
with purple fields and grass tall as buildings
Candy-cane stones, paper milled mines
fresh flowered sent air to revitalize your ( Read more... )

i soaked the rain in, and i feel fine....through my hollow pores, swallowing my good time.

i feel fine....

-later-

Sometimes we find ourselves in a trouble that unfortunatly its unescapable. We also seem to find ourselves in a whole in which we have dug on our own and not even notice. Now my hair's wet, im cold and yet for some reason i find a strange compatibility to the refelction and what stares back. Writing these words gasping for air as if though i was on ( Read more... )