Well thinds realy coudnt get any better huh? fist, i waje up with my mom bitching and naggind, then i get to school late (but i really dont care about it). Well anyways, i A'sed evey single assignment and test so here i thought " hety mayb e today wont be that bad afetr all (being the pessemist that i am), and then i went out to 2nd luch and ( Read more... )

Ruin

The time between the eye and the beholder is shared by a series of unfortunate happenings. Plans are ruined, pictures scorn and all that is left is a broken memory. We start out friends becoming something a little bit more. Time passes by and we picture ourselves lost in admiration and the stupid love songs. Now I wait in terms of realization ( Read more... )

Collective Soul : heavy

Complicate this world you wrapped for me
I'm acquainted with your suffering
All your weight it falls on me
It brings me down
All your weight it falls on me
It falls on me
Hold me up to those whom you've deceived
Promises you break you still believe
All your weight it falls on me
It brings me down
All your weight it falls on ( Read more... )

All my plans are ruined!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wish i could kick my b/f's ass!!!!!! (well i can) but its still.........ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RUINED RUINED RUINED  RUINED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh well....  =(

Random  thoughts

On empty streets the city dreams. Political affairs occur on her vital signs. The door slams shut creating shockwaves to disrupt a nation. The touch of sandpaper against my face when I faltered into your room. Divorce amongst lovers while his children cry on the stairs. The phone rings while patience runs thin. The music plays ( Read more... )

Nickel’s

Sometimes the best advice doesn’t always come from those we expect them to. We find ourselves bound to an idea, a thought that we can conceive and hold as a moral value. What ever happened to peace and prosperity? Did the silence finally overcome us all? The walls begin to close and we begin to misbelieve what has been taught to us for ( Read more... )

Tonight

Go to your room and close your eyes,
pretend you have a new life.
A strange love awakens in the midst,
go to sleep little girl dream free of strife.
Passion and corruption you hear from downstairs,
the voice of whom you have come to love still goes unheard.
Promises broken a new meaning is kept,
a tamperd  dream and a sacred word.
You stare at the  ( Read more... )

Circle

Amongst the trees
beneath the land
a song is sung of you and i.
Beneath the stars
under the ebony sky
we breathe for the first time.
I picture me and you
running through empty fields
a primative being you are.
Out of sight
out of mind
your lips poison my memory.
Birds fly above our heads
we walk hand-in-hand
through pebbled streets, a love song.
Screaming ( Read more... )

Fate is the one thing that ties us both,
with finger pricked knots and turbulant skies,
the remorse of your mother gleams no more.
A heavy shadow flows in the west dreaming of a solitude
uncompatible to man,
befriended by my misery and your decay.
if you could see the world through my eyes,
soldiers with wounded hearts and battered thoughts
haunt my every ( Read more... )

Well today i had stone crab....awsome...(slowly drooling)....yeah i had to go all the way to Frt. Lauderdale just to eat stone crab with my aunt..but it was worth it. Yeah alot of weird things have been happening lately, i mean have you ever had those moments that time just stops and just when things finnally turn out as they should, it all blows ( Read more... )