Everyday I look at Craigslist apartments listings in hopes of finding the perfect demented nest for Ryan and myself. The search is not entirely fruitless, and not entirely futile, but it does involve a healthy dose of pipe-dreaming and chance luck. Financially, it would be wise not to move until March or April. June, even. But still, I look. ( Read more... )

right now I don't trust myself making any rational decisions about the things that are important to me in life because the little voice inside that is supposed to offer insight and truth is grossly distorted by something akin to witness protective voice modulation so that I really can't tell who's talking anymore and my gut-feelings simply sound ( Read more... )

crappiness

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WEEN was fucking brilliant. We got a hotel room right on Hampton for the night and spent the following day baking our bodies in the sand. Patricia and I are both getting scarily tanned this year. It's kind of twilight-zonish. Perhaps we should also dye our hairs blonde and get fake nails and tribal tattoos. Actually, that's a horrific idea. ( Read more... )

So the past week has ruled and I'll tell you why:

Friday: Met up with Nina and saw DICK DALE at the Middle East Downstairs.
Got chased by cops in the woods for first time in like 6 years.
Walked partially home barefoot from Brighton with my right-hand man at my side.

Saturday: Woke up and ate pizza. Immediately ( Read more... )

Lately I've been thinking a lot about things. Not getting depressed, or still reliving the moment per se, but I've just been affected. Perhaps it is the warming of the weather and the imminent countdown to summer activities that used to be shared and loved by a person who is no longer in this dimension. The beach, the forest walks, the photo- ( Read more... )

Saw Southern Culture on the Skids Tuesday at the Middle East. Dragged Ryan and Samantha, who blindly and graciously joined me. Danced like a maniac and tore my skirt all the way up my butt. it was a swell show ( Read more... )

Australia was great. Far out. My brain got all reconfigured. But I think it's normal again? I can't tell. My opinions are still sorting themselves out ( Read more... )

Sooooo, I'm in Australia ( Read more... )