So apprently I suffer from MPD [ mutiple personality disorder ] and it's getting worse cause my wounds are getting worse to the point where it brings me closer to death and shit. So I'm not going to school cause I can't be around people whom aggrivate me more and make the other [evil] side of me come out. Oh man today was bad enough and I don't ( Read more... )

Ok so YAYYY!!!. April and Mel came over today!!!. We had lots of fun woot woot yo. We talked about a lot and I found out stuff that was like WOAH... shocking.. I love how I find out like 3 months later how some lied to me. Even though it doesn't matter anymore though. Well I love them both and I had lots of fun with them especially at Burger King ( Read more... )

YAYYY!!!. Today is one of my giddy days!. April totally re-did my LiveJournal for me which might I add is completely spectacular!!. I LOVE THAT GIRL TO DEATH!!!. And Matt and me are going back out so that makes me feel like a little happy school girl with a lollipop again ahahha. I really wanted April to come over today with her friend Melissa. It ( Read more... )

Talk about Hacking it Up.
She got a kickass new layout.
I love my Ebby Lots. ♥
Love,
April. <3

I hate Christmas and how a lot of other people can be happy and not me. I'm so fucking weak and I pretty much hate myself. The person that I absolutely love with everything I have broke up with me yesterday and I don't blame him. I'm a fuck up and a bad girlfriend. Yeah I'm being wayy negative right now but I could really care less. Everything just ( Read more... )

Freehold Mall with best friends + boyfriend + random people = amazing; priceless night. literally<333333

P.S. My boyfriend forgot my surprise!!. hahaha. I still love him with everything I have though<333

You know everyday I wonder why things happen in my life. Like... holy shit a lot of things are just horrible. It's like... God never wants me to be happy. Oh God forbid I am fucking happy. I realized a lot of shit in the passed few days because of two serious things. Someone very special to me made me realize too much shit and I am so glad he did. ( Read more... )

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Hmmm... I met someone new.... already hahaha. But I REALLY don't want to rush this one. He makes me happy and accepts me for who I am and I love that. And he's hilarious to top it all off. And we all know how I love a guy with a sense of humor. Hmmm... yeah.... can't say too much and I won't. All I can say is that I have a crush that puts a smile ( Read more... )

Oh yeah and I have a ticket to go see From Autumn To Ashes on Saturday and I have nobody to go with. I was supposed to go with someone but that didn't work out to well... I fucking hate liars. WITH A PASSION. Her and me had a really good friendship and it got ended cause of her stupid ex boyfriend that lied to her. I fucking hate him dude. ( Read more... )