Yeah it's time I updated. So yeah.. shit is just retarded. I don't know what is exactly going on with Alex and me so yeah...I personally think he moved on already butttt... he did call me love today. I don't know he's confusing. Yesterday I went over to Allison's for her birthday ohhh mannn I had soo much fun!. LUCKY BITCH GOT A CAR FOR HER ( Read more... )

Ok so yeah I didn't go to school today cause I got really badly sick like I did over the summer and ended up in the hospital for a week. I realized it was the same pain as the pain I had for my stomach ulcer ( the hole in my stomach ). So yeah I threw up blood and it was bad and nobody was home so I was all by myself. Then I hit my head really hard ( Read more... )

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!. Guess what guys?!. HE REALLY TRUELY LOVES ME!!!!!. He came bacckkkk to meeeeeee. Mmmmmmm... I'm a happy wit-tle girl hahahahahha. =D =D =D But like seriously this one bitch left him a comment and it really pissed me off cause I didn't know it was about me until I asked him what she was talking about. But do not worry... that ( Read more... )

Yeah so I realized today is day 2 of mine and Alex's "break" and well I think I'm handeling it pretty damn well. Yeah I might be bitchy and snappy at people like today at lunch with Anthony but uhh.. that's all good. It's all apart of life's daily stress ladies and gentlemen and you kno what I realized something. If he really REALLY does love me ( Read more... )

Yeah so my life has officially fallen apart. I'm like so lonely it's not even funny. I've been in an emotional break down for two days which is why I haven't been in school. *today is day two* :: sigh :: I'm going to give him his space for now. I just hope he comes back really soon. I'm so scared of losing him forever even though he assured me I ( Read more... )

My life is officially going downhill and Alex and Vanessa are the only ones saving me. I love them both very much and I would do anything I can for the both of them. So yeah... I'm not going to school tomorrow because I can't handle school. This week has been the most stressful week possible. It's tearing my stomach apart. And I hope I have a tight ( Read more... )

Ok so today was ANOTHER extremely boring day.... ugh these days just won't end. I really don't have anything to say... haha. I don't know why I'm updating. I just took a shower though and now I have to straighten my hair which is going to take another 45 minutes to an hour and I still have to do homework. Oh god... why the fuck do I do this to ( Read more... )

Ok so today was like killer fucking boring. I stayed home all day ( Read more... )

I'm sick of being lied to and sick of living a life with such fake people around it. Why can't you just tell me the fucking truth. I'm used to being hurt.. so I honestly don't even care anymore. Fucking assholes people are these days. What is the fucking purpose of lying seriously. You always get caught in the end anyway. Whatever fuck it.. I don't ( Read more... )

Ok so I'm depressed... haven't been depressed in a while. A lot of shit ( Read more... )