You think life would make you feel older... I just feel colder and scared. Everytime I think about Everything Tom I feel sick to my stomach. This could be the best thing ever to happend to me but do i want it. It would change my plans For australia but would set me so far beyond in life. I have always known what I have wanted until Now im so beyond ( Read more... )

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I love family functions!!!! Last night was out of control! Tonight Is girls Night.... Im late for white russians! It feels So nice to not have school and just to only worry about work and hospice. Im Going to another lakers game this week. I need to do some serious Xmas shopping before its to late and i turn into the grinch. I can not get caught up ( Read more... )

Yesterday Made me want to hit the ground running and never look back. =(!!! But I woke up Next to My beautiful woman and just went out with everyone for mimosssssaaaa's! I got Bella These Super cute vans I cant wait to give them to ang For Xmas. Im gonna dance all my problems away at work tonight! My Moms Bachelor party thing is next weekend. Its ( Read more... )

I went to visit my brother in Jail on saturday and its hard to put into words how much it hurt. It broke my heart.... I cant get it off of my mind.... I know i Have endured pain but when it comes to family its just so different. He Is getting very Ill is slowly going to die and with no help for it. I have been studying for almost 8 hours everyday. ( Read more... )

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I woke up to one of the calls from a very very old voice the kind the makes your heart race and you speechless for words just gasping for any words to come out of your mouth and not sound too stupid. yeah I had one of those ( Read more... )

At the fashion show this lady came up to me after while I was having drinks with Ryan and she asked me if I was intrested in modeling at all... I said yeah in my dreams and told her how I was doing this photoshoot for M&Y. We talked and she bought me some shot's Im going into her office On monday to take some pictures and she told me basically that ( Read more... )

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