I have the worst case of writers block, I have been staring at the screen then my book back and forth for over an hour now. fjdghdghdsfhjdfg!!!! EFF ( Read more... )

SOOOOOOO stresssed outtttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

It was our club promoters birthday today 23!!! they shut down our work and turned it into a private party with a dj and over 100 people. I love my co workers. Papi is passed out ass up on my floor love harmony for being the sober driver. I played flip cup with my owner of my work who is needless to say the most i guess just say " safe" person i ( Read more... )

I've pulled myself so far within the past few months.... i mean literally pulled I'll always be a little girl with a huge heart.... But now I just realize that I will never be the naive foolish little girl with fairy tale ideals while thinking a prince can make my wildest dreams come true. I'm making my dreams come true... instead of watching them ( Read more... )

Best halloweeennnn by far. I love my other half. im still drunk for the most part. gonna work the club tonight. yesterday I went and wrote my dad and brought the note to him just asking for strength through this times mainly with my brother. I know everything will come for me in time...


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vault was fun tonight
- work party then fines house
- birthday cabo
- x mas big bear
- jan moms weeding and maui
- march Vegas cas birthday
then AUS till forever !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So about a month ago I served a table of about 8 older men.... They started explaining to me about there company they make 80,000 dollar motorcycles and are famous just did a spread in VOGUE, make bikes for the rich etc. I was tipsy and said if they need cute models me and my friends are down.... They took me literal and asked for my email and ( Read more... )

Yesterday I was having a bad day at work and was crying... My owner came up to me and put his palms to my cheeks and held my face and said in his cute korean voice " Jennifer when you cry you loose everytime" " when you dont cry you still have a chance to win wiped the tear's from my face and told me to get my ass back into work in the most sincere ( Read more... )

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Life takes us through so many god damn ups and downs only lead us to the right place. I have never learned so much about myself as an individual as i have in the past months. My brother just found out he has hepatitis C and will most likely have to go through some sort of K. radation process... I only have positive thoughts for him and am excited ( Read more... )