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Friends, parties, and people in general were things I've always loved. When my friends were "on bad terms" with people, it was something I never understood. Plaster on a smile, be polite and keep the mean comments to yourself is what I lived by. I figured if I couldn't say anything nice, I would fake it with meaningless compliments and empty ( Read more... )

Compassion is something I am very proud to possess and luckily, I have the parents who raised me with that in mind. Love, compassion, and open mindedness filled my home. I was always urged to have my own opinions and always reminded to love everyone whether they deserved it, or not. With my upbringing engraved into my brain, a lot of you make it ( Read more... )

great friends, amazing relationship, perfect parents, adorable job.

looks like i'm finally being compensated for the SHIT that was 2009. all i need now is a new baby orange tabby named boba, for my birthday to not suck, and to go to dizzyland.

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I spent two years unable to cry, recently. Me. The most emotional girl I've ever known. The girl who would cry anytime a sitcom dad's feelings were hurt because of their teenage daughter's harsh words. It was quite the dry spell, and while it was a nice vacation, I really started to miss it. Crying helps me clear my head. I would always get a good ( Read more... )

I'm in love.

Time to grow up, little miss.


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I can't decide if the short lived happiness was worth it. It's a farmilliar story that isn't worth my tears. I hardley ever cry anymore and I can't decide if that's a good thing or not. Each time I just become less human and more calloused. All of you are slowly stealing all my character, livelyhood and faith in humanity. October 14th, you can't ( Read more... )

I should probably remove your picture from that corner of my nightstand. After tonight, I'd prefer to not stare directly into our smiling faces while engaging in such activities.Now that I think about it, I probably shouldn't have your picture in general but let's not get ahead of ourselves. My emotions are all mixed together in a big pot of fuck ( Read more... )

Today my mom told me "you're a woman now, start acting like one and stop being so sensitive." I instantly started crying because my mom has a way of making me feel like I'm still a helpless 5 year old clinging to her leg to avoid meeting strangers. Mommy has never lead me in the wrong direction, and her motherly instinct is usually dead on. I'm ( Read more... )