chris and i were at the watts towers, there were navy blue, lilac, neon green, and orange lights that played around them making vision like a kaleidoscope with the towers as there personal dance floor. we were sitting in the street near the gutter poking at yellow frogs that were eating wet, old, slightly moldy cigarette butts. they would make a ( Read more... )

its the night before i am to take off to los angeles, i'm with jeremy and his friends in rockaway, even though rockaway is not nearly the bright and populated suburb that i saw in my dream. Steve, jeremy friend, just scored some white. jeremy says we should go somewhere eles and be alone for a while. we take the clunker out into the woods and ( Read more... )

i'm in my apartment, but it doesn't really look like it. the door is open and the area outside is expansive. there are a bunch of my friends walking around out side and they keep popping there heads in to talk. i have a big bag of white powder on my bed i start to inspect it. it doesn't look like coke and i don't know what meth looks like in ( Read more... )

i'm sitting under a tree in the road less traveled in the park my my house in nj. the light is just before dawn and the breeze is warm. the green is overwhelming. ivy covering the trunks of the trees. i'm wearing a white dress and there are spots of yellow around. not on anything in-particular but just floating and translucent. i can see a ( Read more... )

i'm walking through the hallways of glen ridge high school. all the lights are out and i can see there is music and lights coming from the cafeteria. the similar blue glow that just screams 8th grade dinner dance. i caught a glimpse of myself in a trophy case window. i was all gothed out, my combat boots before i started tagging in them so they ( Read more... )

i was cooking dinner for mike m. at a big house which looked really nice. i didn't want anything to eat and i made that very clear. i was getting kinda pissy because i really have no reason to be cooking my ex's dinner, i kept saying to myself "he has someone else to do that for him now why the fuck is he bothering me?". the door bell rang... i ( Read more... )

i was driving with ajax in the fount seat. she was acting kinda strange, more nevus than normal. she wasn't calming down no matter what i said to her. so i pulled over and searched through my bag. i found a little blue pill. she said it would make her feel betting if i took it. i shrugged and swallowed. the pill had an x on one side and ( Read more... )

wake up to a phone call from my brother. he was crying and i was half asleep not quite hearing what he was saying through the crying. he was trying to tell me that i had to go home. i had to come home and take care of him. he told me dad had died and the funeral was going to be the day after tomorrow. grandma and grandpa had bought me a plane ( Read more... )

this is my first dream in a very long time ( Read more... )

i was sitting alone in my room in nj. there wasn't anything in the room except for my old bed. the walls were bare and there wasn't any furniture. i got up to get some water, as i was walking down the stairs i noticed there was something going on in the basement. when i walked down to the basement it was like i was walking down the stairs into ( Read more... )