I think I'll try and come back to lj, see what's new, what i've missed. in two weeks it'll be a year since i've been gone/ on. kinda wanna move really soon. maybe i won't really post again until i'm as thin as any of my userpics either...

 i haven't been on forever. i haven't been this trashed in forever. it's time for me to move again. I'm going back home and i'm super pissed about it. tonight, someone i'm not crazy about that i work with told me some of the most heralding stories i've ever heard. people have been giving me pineapple shots for two days now even though i've told ( Read more... )

 hello lj...i'd like to say i've missed you...perhaps a part of me does. 
                                   so much to put down that can't be put into words...we'll kibitz soon.

 Yet another time I've made it here. Is it weird that I've been measuring my life by this standard? Maybe...
                It makes sense to me at least.

(but only sometimes)

Maybe life would be easier as Shia Labeouf

 whoa. hey now. everybody look what's going down. 
                                       i can't believe that i get the chance to live this kind of life.

 i feel mostly that i could still not be a good person: like i"m covered in heavy winter coats.  I still feel that some one should be leaning back. what is my life lurking towardz?

 i just helped a girl into her apt on her bday well after she called the cops on me. At least two guys whistled at me, at least another two tried to give me groundie shots. People looked out for me in the bthrm...and billy joel reads my mind...& i miss that jerzy bitch
 

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i might be done trying.