[Fanfiction] Unchange (8/8)
Title: Unchange (8/8)
Author: polari-s
Pairing: Yewook. friendship!ryeomin
Raiting: PG13
Genre: angst, romance, AU
Summary: Nothing would change what will happen to Ryeowook.
Warning: character dead
previous
There were no sunlight entering in Ryeowook's hospital room in the fourth day he was there. Not that Ryeowook cared about. But it only made Yesung, who never left the man, get worst.
Ryeowook was sleeping again and it made Yesung a little better. If he wasn't asleep he would be crying or just quiet and it broke Yesung even more. At least, seeing Ryeowook like that, asleep, made Yesung imagine how good things would be if there was no disease, there was no bad things to make them cry. But then, how could Yesung meet Ryeowook? How could he love the man so much? How could he protect Ryeowook with all his might?
Of course Yesung would be better if Ryeowook was getting better. But if this was some weird plan from God, then that it was.
He just wished he could at least see Ryeowook smile, one true smile.
"Yesung?"
Looking up and stopping crying, Yesung got closer to Ryeowook and held his hand.
"Lay here."
And so Yesung did, curling Ryeowook in his chest.
"I had a wonderful dream hyung."
"T-Tell me." Yesung asked feeling his heart ache for hearing a little tone of happiness in Ryeowook's voice.
"It was a beautiful and shining day. There were no one in the dream until I saw a little bunny running to me. I've never seen a bunny that close hyung, are they that much cute?"
"As much as you and Sungmin together." Yesung laughed feeling the tears already running down his face.
"I wanted to see one." he whispered, but managed to continue. "Well, you were in the dream too. I don't remember seeing you smile that widely. Do it more."
"Don't... Don't ask me it Ryeo..." the older said getting Ryeowook closer.
"Sungmin was also there, and smiling too. Hyung, say to him that he lovable with that bright pink and yellow shirt."
"You should say it." Yesung whispered, but kept being ignored.
"But the dream was still so confused hyung. Because, out of sudden, I saw us two laughing sitting in the sands of a beach. I've never gone to one either, but it looked great be there with you."
"We should... Should go there and..."
"No hyung. I couldn't now. I'm sleepy anyway." Ryeowook whispered curling himself even more in Yesung.
"Don't sleep Ryeo."
"Hyung, please. I want to have that dream again." Ryeowook whined.
"Ok." Yesung whispered passing his hand in Ryeowook's back feeling his weak breathe.
"I love you hyung."
"I also love you." Yesung whispered kissing Ryeowook's forehead before feeling the man asleep.
It hurts Yesung seeing Ryeowook in that state and he thanked God when Sungmin got there at that afternoon. And even if Yesung didn't want to leave Ryeowook, he left him, because he needed to leave it, just for a little bit. And Yesung saw himself getting in the metro and stopping at the beach. At that time it was already raining, but Yesung didn't care for it and kept walking, but, already with his tears mixing with the drops, Yesung didn't feel his legs anymore and felt in the sand feeling his body to shake.
It was hurting so much to not have the power to make everything feel better.
"Please..." Yesung whispered. "Please make it better." he continued praying.
Yesung continued there, praying until his lungs couldn't breathe properly again. Until that his knees were numbs and he couldn't cry anymore.
"Yesung? Yesung!"
Sungmin walked to Yesung, still in the middle of the rain, and shock him calling the man to the reality.
"Yesung? You can get sick!"
"I..."
"Come on." Sungmin took Yesung right to the hospital, he was still wet and dirty with sand, but a lot of his clothes were already in Ryeowook's hospital room.
But before he could enter in the hospital, led by Sungmin, Yesung smiled seeing a little bunny curled behind the shrubs. Sungmin just noticed that Yesung wasn't following him anymore when this one came running behind him holding in his arms a white and cute bunny.
"Where did..."
"He was trying to hide from the rain." Yesung said while they entered in Ryeowook's room, this one still sleeping, and gave the bunny to Sungmin. "I'm going to shower."
Less than 10 minutes and Yesung was out from the shower already fully dressed looking to Sungmin passing his hand in his fur lightly with Ryeowook still sleep. Then it hit Yesung.
"How did you know where I was?"
"Ryeowook woke up telling he saw you in a beach and he was worried because of the rain." Sungmin whispered feeling his heart clench.
"How could...?"
"I don't know. I'm leaving now Yesung." Sungmin whispered giving the bunny to Yesung and turned to Ryeowook kissing the man's forehead. "I have a lot of things to do, specially since he doesn't want to work in the coffee shop anymore."
"It's ok. If something happen I'll call you."
"Thanks." and Sungmin left. Yesung noticing just after that he was wearing a bright pink and yellow shirt.
"What is happening Ryeo?" he whispered sitting in a chair beside his bed. Yesung just kept there for a long time with the bunny curled in his arms not noticing the sleep surrounding him. "I'll..." Yesung started in the middle of a yawn to the bunny. "Call you Ryeomin, because the both of them are too cute." he finished getting deeply asleep.
The rain had stopped completely when Ryeowook woke up. Ryeowook didn't know why he had opened his eyes, but he did it.
And then Ryeowook could see the run entering in the hospital room shining Yesung's face beside his bedroom and his heart got warm when he saw a little bunny in his arms looking up to him. Yesung was so much handsome than he ever remembered and the bunny was cutier than he ever thought one would be.
Indeed Ryeowook didn't do anything, didn't say anything, just rolled watching Yesung and the bunny and stayed seeing the man remembering what he had told him in his sleep.
"If this is the good thing before the end." Ryeowook whispered passing his hand in the bunny's fur. "Then I'm ok in leaving."
Yesung just woke up listening to the sound of a long beep and an agitation coming around him.
A lot of nurses were around Ryeowook and he saw they were trying to reanimate the man.
Yesung raised and prayed for it be one of his nightmares, he prayed that this wasn't happening, that he didn't have slept too much.
But it was the inevitable and unchanged truth.
It took ten men, at least, to take Yesung out from the room to another one where they gave sedatives to him.
But it hurt more when Yesung woke up and remembered all the truth.
He ran through the hospital trying to find where they had put Ryeowook, because his bed was no longer full.
They sent Yesung to a special room where Ryeowook was, and getting there Yesung saw only Sungmin stood beside him. Yesung couldn't give any step closer to Ryeowook, because he felt in the floor, his knees meeting the cold tiles.
"Ye...Sung." Sungmin said between sobs and walking to him, but before Sungmin could ever reach Yesung, the little bunny appeared and kept on fuzzing in his knees.
"Ryeo..." Yesung whispered and hugged the little bunny just listening to Sungmin cry.
It was as if Yesung couldn't breathe anymore.
But he managed to smile one more time, because Ryeowook asked him to.
And so would he keep all the short memories he had have with Ryeowook.
Until that he was with the man again.
END
AN: i'm finally done with it e_e
sorry if it's not the end you wanted and all, but i had this "vision" since i thought about this fiction.
the hole story of having, before the dead and the end, something great and lovable.
thank you if you read and please comment if you liked it, criticisms are good ^^
Author: polari-s
Pairing: Yewook. friendship!ryeomin
Raiting: PG13
Genre: angst, romance, AU
Summary: Nothing would change what will happen to Ryeowook.
Warning: character dead
previous
There were no sunlight entering in Ryeowook's hospital room in the fourth day he was there. Not that Ryeowook cared about. But it only made Yesung, who never left the man, get worst.
Ryeowook was sleeping again and it made Yesung a little better. If he wasn't asleep he would be crying or just quiet and it broke Yesung even more. At least, seeing Ryeowook like that, asleep, made Yesung imagine how good things would be if there was no disease, there was no bad things to make them cry. But then, how could Yesung meet Ryeowook? How could he love the man so much? How could he protect Ryeowook with all his might?
Of course Yesung would be better if Ryeowook was getting better. But if this was some weird plan from God, then that it was.
He just wished he could at least see Ryeowook smile, one true smile.
"Yesung?"
Looking up and stopping crying, Yesung got closer to Ryeowook and held his hand.
"Lay here."
And so Yesung did, curling Ryeowook in his chest.
"I had a wonderful dream hyung."
"T-Tell me." Yesung asked feeling his heart ache for hearing a little tone of happiness in Ryeowook's voice.
"It was a beautiful and shining day. There were no one in the dream until I saw a little bunny running to me. I've never seen a bunny that close hyung, are they that much cute?"
"As much as you and Sungmin together." Yesung laughed feeling the tears already running down his face.
"I wanted to see one." he whispered, but managed to continue. "Well, you were in the dream too. I don't remember seeing you smile that widely. Do it more."
"Don't... Don't ask me it Ryeo..." the older said getting Ryeowook closer.
"Sungmin was also there, and smiling too. Hyung, say to him that he lovable with that bright pink and yellow shirt."
"You should say it." Yesung whispered, but kept being ignored.
"But the dream was still so confused hyung. Because, out of sudden, I saw us two laughing sitting in the sands of a beach. I've never gone to one either, but it looked great be there with you."
"We should... Should go there and..."
"No hyung. I couldn't now. I'm sleepy anyway." Ryeowook whispered curling himself even more in Yesung.
"Don't sleep Ryeo."
"Hyung, please. I want to have that dream again." Ryeowook whined.
"Ok." Yesung whispered passing his hand in Ryeowook's back feeling his weak breathe.
"I love you hyung."
"I also love you." Yesung whispered kissing Ryeowook's forehead before feeling the man asleep.
It hurts Yesung seeing Ryeowook in that state and he thanked God when Sungmin got there at that afternoon. And even if Yesung didn't want to leave Ryeowook, he left him, because he needed to leave it, just for a little bit. And Yesung saw himself getting in the metro and stopping at the beach. At that time it was already raining, but Yesung didn't care for it and kept walking, but, already with his tears mixing with the drops, Yesung didn't feel his legs anymore and felt in the sand feeling his body to shake.
It was hurting so much to not have the power to make everything feel better.
"Please..." Yesung whispered. "Please make it better." he continued praying.
Yesung continued there, praying until his lungs couldn't breathe properly again. Until that his knees were numbs and he couldn't cry anymore.
"Yesung? Yesung!"
Sungmin walked to Yesung, still in the middle of the rain, and shock him calling the man to the reality.
"Yesung? You can get sick!"
"I..."
"Come on." Sungmin took Yesung right to the hospital, he was still wet and dirty with sand, but a lot of his clothes were already in Ryeowook's hospital room.
But before he could enter in the hospital, led by Sungmin, Yesung smiled seeing a little bunny curled behind the shrubs. Sungmin just noticed that Yesung wasn't following him anymore when this one came running behind him holding in his arms a white and cute bunny.
"Where did..."
"He was trying to hide from the rain." Yesung said while they entered in Ryeowook's room, this one still sleeping, and gave the bunny to Sungmin. "I'm going to shower."
Less than 10 minutes and Yesung was out from the shower already fully dressed looking to Sungmin passing his hand in his fur lightly with Ryeowook still sleep. Then it hit Yesung.
"How did you know where I was?"
"Ryeowook woke up telling he saw you in a beach and he was worried because of the rain." Sungmin whispered feeling his heart clench.
"How could...?"
"I don't know. I'm leaving now Yesung." Sungmin whispered giving the bunny to Yesung and turned to Ryeowook kissing the man's forehead. "I have a lot of things to do, specially since he doesn't want to work in the coffee shop anymore."
"It's ok. If something happen I'll call you."
"Thanks." and Sungmin left. Yesung noticing just after that he was wearing a bright pink and yellow shirt.
"What is happening Ryeo?" he whispered sitting in a chair beside his bed. Yesung just kept there for a long time with the bunny curled in his arms not noticing the sleep surrounding him. "I'll..." Yesung started in the middle of a yawn to the bunny. "Call you Ryeomin, because the both of them are too cute." he finished getting deeply asleep.
The rain had stopped completely when Ryeowook woke up. Ryeowook didn't know why he had opened his eyes, but he did it.
And then Ryeowook could see the run entering in the hospital room shining Yesung's face beside his bedroom and his heart got warm when he saw a little bunny in his arms looking up to him. Yesung was so much handsome than he ever remembered and the bunny was cutier than he ever thought one would be.
Indeed Ryeowook didn't do anything, didn't say anything, just rolled watching Yesung and the bunny and stayed seeing the man remembering what he had told him in his sleep.
"If this is the good thing before the end." Ryeowook whispered passing his hand in the bunny's fur. "Then I'm ok in leaving."
Yesung just woke up listening to the sound of a long beep and an agitation coming around him.
A lot of nurses were around Ryeowook and he saw they were trying to reanimate the man.
Yesung raised and prayed for it be one of his nightmares, he prayed that this wasn't happening, that he didn't have slept too much.
But it was the inevitable and unchanged truth.
It took ten men, at least, to take Yesung out from the room to another one where they gave sedatives to him.
But it hurt more when Yesung woke up and remembered all the truth.
He ran through the hospital trying to find where they had put Ryeowook, because his bed was no longer full.
They sent Yesung to a special room where Ryeowook was, and getting there Yesung saw only Sungmin stood beside him. Yesung couldn't give any step closer to Ryeowook, because he felt in the floor, his knees meeting the cold tiles.
"Ye...Sung." Sungmin said between sobs and walking to him, but before Sungmin could ever reach Yesung, the little bunny appeared and kept on fuzzing in his knees.
"Ryeo..." Yesung whispered and hugged the little bunny just listening to Sungmin cry.
It was as if Yesung couldn't breathe anymore.
But he managed to smile one more time, because Ryeowook asked him to.
And so would he keep all the short memories he had have with Ryeowook.
Until that he was with the man again.
END
AN: i'm finally done with it e_e
sorry if it's not the end you wanted and all, but i had this "vision" since i thought about this fiction.
the hole story of having, before the dead and the end, something great and lovable.
thank you if you read and please comment if you liked it, criticisms are good ^^