[Fanfiction] Without (1/3)
Title: Without (1/3)
Author: polari-s
Pairing: Yesung/Ryeowook
Raiting: PG13
Genre: romance, drama
Warning: gender switched, mentions of sex
Summary: It wasn't mean to be like this, kids aren't suppose to grow up from those situations, but Ryeowook had made up her mind already.
Ryeowook could remember vividly when it all started. Even if it wasn't a good fairytale to tell for her future grandsons, she still remembered every inches. How that club was the most attended, how good the song was and the skirt and white t-shirt she was wearing at that specific night. Of course that her lovely and soft thighs, her skinny body, her soft and defined jawline until her thin and perfect sharp of her nose, could make all the men in that club to look at her, specially as she was completely alone. And so it happened every night in the same club, every night that she could make her thoughts go away from her work as being a photographer.
The consequence was that every new night, Ryeowook would get a man different. Ryeowook wasn't caring if some of the men were so drunk at the point of not remembering her name in the morning, she didn't remember them anyway. Ryeowook was only caring about the sex she was getting, because it made her feel good.
But then it all changed. Not because she wanted, but it just happened in a way she couldn't control.
In that night there was that man looking to everyone in the dance floor while leaning in the handrail of the stairs to the vip area, he had some women around him, yet he was looking more away as not interested in the women in his feet. But Ryeowook wanted that man to her that night. Not only because it could be seen his little toned abdomen under the jacket semi open and that his gaze was irradiating sex and luxury, but because it seemed as a test for Ryeowook. And the woman isn't one of who lost.
Firstly Ryeowook passed in front of the stairs and then went to the bar next from it to order any drink that the bartender had. Ryeowook grinned when, while she was waiting for the drink, he felt someone touch her shoulder to get her attention. But when looking to the person, Ryeowook's face went away and she could still see the man she wanted in the stairs. The man who questioned Ryeowook to dance was a very good looking one, it could be seen his very well toned abs under the thin white shirt and his gaze was very intense locked with his eyebrows.
"No, sorry." but Ryeowook didn't want him. After turning to get her drink, Ryeowook smiled disappointingly, this man was demanding more effort.
After drinking all the blue liquid, Ryeowook went to the dance floor and danced as she always did, only with the difference of being close to the stairs purposely. Ryeowook didn't look at the man again. The man needed to go to her and she was being as hard as he. She danced seductively and it wasn't different from other night as a man, once again, not the one she wanted, came close to her and started to dance along. No, Ryeowook didn't want that man who was so close to her, so she pushed the man away only to see that he didn't leave her. But the man was strong and once again went to her. Ryeowook was about to scream for someone to help her, but then someone grabbed the man's shirt and pulled him away.
Looking to the man who saved her, Ryeowook felt once again disappoint from seeing that man with intense gaze and big eyebrows again.
"Come on." the man said, yet Ryeowook had to read his lips to actually follow him. Ryeowook wouldn't follow, she would say no, but if this man didn't show up, she didn't know what could happen with her in the dance floor.
For her surprise, the man was leading her to the stairs, now without the man she wanted, and then to a little circle table without chairs.
"I'm Choi Siwon." the man said smiling and he could be heard as in the vip area the sound was a little less.
"Call me Ryeowook." she smiled, because she could just run away and leave the man talking alone, but she would feel so much bad inside.
And then one more thing made Ryeowook stay where she was.
"I am bored Siwon." the man, who Ryeowook wanted, said without even looking at her.
"Er.. Hyung." Siwon said coughing and laughing showing to the man that he was being improper in that time.
"Oh." the man said looking to Ryeowook and then grinned widely at her, he stood his hand to her while presenting himself. "I'm Kim Jongwoon, lady."
"Ryeowook." she said giving her hand and touching his small and soft ones for a few seconds.
"Siwon could bring us some drink, couldn't you?" Jongwoon asked looking to the man who sighted and went away smiling politely. "You are very pretty." Jongwoon whispered huskyly suddenly already leading in her ear. "I saw how you were dancing as to seduce someone."
"Did you?" Ryeowook faked surprise also whispering in his ear as their faces were still close to each other. "Guess what, you're a winner tonight."
Smiling, Jongwoon separated their faces and took her hand on his.
"My house?"
"Of course."
Then, even before Siwon could take the drinks, they were already leaving the club and taking a cab and only when sitting beside each other and after Jongwoon telling to the driver his address (which Ryeowook just memorized right away), that Jongwoon leaned in her and kissed her full in the lips touching her tongue with his and also feeling her sides while their breathe was becoming quick.
The driver had to ask for both stop when they reached to Jongwoon's house as Ryeowook was now sitting in the man's lap moving her hip along with his. Jongwoon paid the driver with the money that he found while still kissing Ryeowook, when leaving the car, he took Ryeowook in his arms while he opened the door and went to the first door on his right, that was in front of the TV room. Ryeowook didn't have time to notice how was the house, neither the room, as Jongwoon lay her in his bed and continued to kiss her.
They had sex in that night, it was one of the hottest sex Ryeowook ever had, she never had moaned a man's name so loud nor felt an incredible peace making she sleep paecefully with the man.
But when she woke up in the morning, alone in the bed hearing some sounds from the shower, she put her clothes on and left the house taking the first bus she saw, she needed to get ready for some photoshoot anyway.
When Jongwoon left the bathroom he asked himself why Ryeowook had left, he had even made some coffee for both. Not that he was waiting for her to stay, in the end he would always chose those kind of women for one night only. He wasn't sure why he wanted that this woman stayed, yet he wanted to find her again. But looking to his clock, Jongwoon noticed that if he didn't get ready soon he wouldn't get in the class soon, and all those kids with terrible voices, but with parents with a large amount of money, needed to learn how to sing.
"Ryeowook's voice is indeed great." Jongwoon laughed while finishing drying himself and getting some clothes on.
__________
And there he was again.
It was the fourth week of doing it. Of going to that same exact club to find that same exact woman, to go straight to her when noticing she was looking for him, dragging her to his house while talking random things in the cab, having sex and being alone in his bed in the morning. And Jongwoon wasn't ashamed of it, he really enjoyed, actually he was addicted to the smell of her skin against his, of her voice while they are having sex moaning his name and also of how her mouth would feel next to his.
"Oh no, I'm not in love." Jongwoon laughed with himself after one more night waking up alone. "It's just for sex. She does the same."
But suddenly it was being hard for Ryeowook, she wanted to stay in that lovely bed, to keep smelling that sweet yet strong scent of Jongwoon, to wait for him get out of the bathroom at least one time, but she couldn't. It wasn't made for her. She didn't want to have Jongwoon for eternity, not when eternity didn't last as she experienced with her parents. No no, she didn't want that, she just wanted a good person to have sex, and she found it on Jongwoon.
He never asked her anything back, nor did she. They never fought. She never felt disappointed because he didn't give her any gift or anything that she saw back in her parents. So she was happy about it. They met, they drink, talk randomly, have sex and get separate. Just as simple.
But it all changed, because nothing last forever.
And it happened when they had already reached their limits for one night, they were almost sleeping for exhaustion, but Jongwoon still said something.
"I'm having a visit tomorrow morning, could you leave now?"
"Ok." Ryeowook sighted, it wasn't too different of leaving in the morning anyway.
They didn't change any other word as Ryeowook left the house and went to hers. She lay alone in her own bed for the first time in those weeks while was still night, yet she wasn't feeling good there. Her blankets were too cold for her body and there wasn't the scent from Jongwoon. She felt broken while the sleep didn't reach her and suddenly she went to the bathroom and puked all she ate in the day.
Anyway, she couldn't feel like this in the other day, so after puking, she could finally sleep.
In the other day Ryeowook was in the studio to take photos of a woman, who was pregnant, and her husband. It was a normal photoshoot, of course, but when they finished the session, Ryeowook had to leave the couple to trow up in the bathroom. She didn't know what was happening to her.
"I'm sorry." she said for the couple after coming back from the bathroom thoughtfully.
"It's ok." the woman said smiling sweetly to Ryeowook. "It started like this to me, the pregnancy I mean."
"I'm not pregnant." Ryeowook laughed.
"Are you sure? You don't seem to have an infection or something." the woman said frowning. "Anyway, we are leaving now, right honey, tomorrow we'll get here to see the photos, is that ok?"
"S-Sure." Ryeowook smiled and lead them to the door. "Bye."
Ryeowook didn't have any more shoots for the day, so she went back home, specially because her nausea were still there. But before getting home, Ryeowook passed in front of a farm and, for curiosity, bought one of those tests for pregnancy to finally go home.
She didn't know what she was waiting for, while waiting for the test she felt so silly for doing it. Anyway, the only man she was having relations with was Jongwoon and she didn't remember of any time that they didn't use condoms.
"Actually." Ryeowook face palmed herself. That night, the first night, she didn't remembered the part of the condom, so she prayed, when the time for the test finished, that it was negative.
But she was totally wrong as a pink positive showed up in the little screen.
TBC
next
AN: who are excited for yesung on mubank?? 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Author: polari-s
Pairing: Yesung/Ryeowook
Raiting: PG13
Genre: romance, drama
Warning: gender switched, mentions of sex
Summary: It wasn't mean to be like this, kids aren't suppose to grow up from those situations, but Ryeowook had made up her mind already.
Ryeowook could remember vividly when it all started. Even if it wasn't a good fairytale to tell for her future grandsons, she still remembered every inches. How that club was the most attended, how good the song was and the skirt and white t-shirt she was wearing at that specific night. Of course that her lovely and soft thighs, her skinny body, her soft and defined jawline until her thin and perfect sharp of her nose, could make all the men in that club to look at her, specially as she was completely alone. And so it happened every night in the same club, every night that she could make her thoughts go away from her work as being a photographer.
The consequence was that every new night, Ryeowook would get a man different. Ryeowook wasn't caring if some of the men were so drunk at the point of not remembering her name in the morning, she didn't remember them anyway. Ryeowook was only caring about the sex she was getting, because it made her feel good.
But then it all changed. Not because she wanted, but it just happened in a way she couldn't control.
In that night there was that man looking to everyone in the dance floor while leaning in the handrail of the stairs to the vip area, he had some women around him, yet he was looking more away as not interested in the women in his feet. But Ryeowook wanted that man to her that night. Not only because it could be seen his little toned abdomen under the jacket semi open and that his gaze was irradiating sex and luxury, but because it seemed as a test for Ryeowook. And the woman isn't one of who lost.
Firstly Ryeowook passed in front of the stairs and then went to the bar next from it to order any drink that the bartender had. Ryeowook grinned when, while she was waiting for the drink, he felt someone touch her shoulder to get her attention. But when looking to the person, Ryeowook's face went away and she could still see the man she wanted in the stairs. The man who questioned Ryeowook to dance was a very good looking one, it could be seen his very well toned abs under the thin white shirt and his gaze was very intense locked with his eyebrows.
"No, sorry." but Ryeowook didn't want him. After turning to get her drink, Ryeowook smiled disappointingly, this man was demanding more effort.
After drinking all the blue liquid, Ryeowook went to the dance floor and danced as she always did, only with the difference of being close to the stairs purposely. Ryeowook didn't look at the man again. The man needed to go to her and she was being as hard as he. She danced seductively and it wasn't different from other night as a man, once again, not the one she wanted, came close to her and started to dance along. No, Ryeowook didn't want that man who was so close to her, so she pushed the man away only to see that he didn't leave her. But the man was strong and once again went to her. Ryeowook was about to scream for someone to help her, but then someone grabbed the man's shirt and pulled him away.
Looking to the man who saved her, Ryeowook felt once again disappoint from seeing that man with intense gaze and big eyebrows again.
"Come on." the man said, yet Ryeowook had to read his lips to actually follow him. Ryeowook wouldn't follow, she would say no, but if this man didn't show up, she didn't know what could happen with her in the dance floor.
For her surprise, the man was leading her to the stairs, now without the man she wanted, and then to a little circle table without chairs.
"I'm Choi Siwon." the man said smiling and he could be heard as in the vip area the sound was a little less.
"Call me Ryeowook." she smiled, because she could just run away and leave the man talking alone, but she would feel so much bad inside.
And then one more thing made Ryeowook stay where she was.
"I am bored Siwon." the man, who Ryeowook wanted, said without even looking at her.
"Er.. Hyung." Siwon said coughing and laughing showing to the man that he was being improper in that time.
"Oh." the man said looking to Ryeowook and then grinned widely at her, he stood his hand to her while presenting himself. "I'm Kim Jongwoon, lady."
"Ryeowook." she said giving her hand and touching his small and soft ones for a few seconds.
"Siwon could bring us some drink, couldn't you?" Jongwoon asked looking to the man who sighted and went away smiling politely. "You are very pretty." Jongwoon whispered huskyly suddenly already leading in her ear. "I saw how you were dancing as to seduce someone."
"Did you?" Ryeowook faked surprise also whispering in his ear as their faces were still close to each other. "Guess what, you're a winner tonight."
Smiling, Jongwoon separated their faces and took her hand on his.
"My house?"
"Of course."
Then, even before Siwon could take the drinks, they were already leaving the club and taking a cab and only when sitting beside each other and after Jongwoon telling to the driver his address (which Ryeowook just memorized right away), that Jongwoon leaned in her and kissed her full in the lips touching her tongue with his and also feeling her sides while their breathe was becoming quick.
The driver had to ask for both stop when they reached to Jongwoon's house as Ryeowook was now sitting in the man's lap moving her hip along with his. Jongwoon paid the driver with the money that he found while still kissing Ryeowook, when leaving the car, he took Ryeowook in his arms while he opened the door and went to the first door on his right, that was in front of the TV room. Ryeowook didn't have time to notice how was the house, neither the room, as Jongwoon lay her in his bed and continued to kiss her.
They had sex in that night, it was one of the hottest sex Ryeowook ever had, she never had moaned a man's name so loud nor felt an incredible peace making she sleep paecefully with the man.
But when she woke up in the morning, alone in the bed hearing some sounds from the shower, she put her clothes on and left the house taking the first bus she saw, she needed to get ready for some photoshoot anyway.
When Jongwoon left the bathroom he asked himself why Ryeowook had left, he had even made some coffee for both. Not that he was waiting for her to stay, in the end he would always chose those kind of women for one night only. He wasn't sure why he wanted that this woman stayed, yet he wanted to find her again. But looking to his clock, Jongwoon noticed that if he didn't get ready soon he wouldn't get in the class soon, and all those kids with terrible voices, but with parents with a large amount of money, needed to learn how to sing.
"Ryeowook's voice is indeed great." Jongwoon laughed while finishing drying himself and getting some clothes on.
__________
And there he was again.
It was the fourth week of doing it. Of going to that same exact club to find that same exact woman, to go straight to her when noticing she was looking for him, dragging her to his house while talking random things in the cab, having sex and being alone in his bed in the morning. And Jongwoon wasn't ashamed of it, he really enjoyed, actually he was addicted to the smell of her skin against his, of her voice while they are having sex moaning his name and also of how her mouth would feel next to his.
"Oh no, I'm not in love." Jongwoon laughed with himself after one more night waking up alone. "It's just for sex. She does the same."
But suddenly it was being hard for Ryeowook, she wanted to stay in that lovely bed, to keep smelling that sweet yet strong scent of Jongwoon, to wait for him get out of the bathroom at least one time, but she couldn't. It wasn't made for her. She didn't want to have Jongwoon for eternity, not when eternity didn't last as she experienced with her parents. No no, she didn't want that, she just wanted a good person to have sex, and she found it on Jongwoon.
He never asked her anything back, nor did she. They never fought. She never felt disappointed because he didn't give her any gift or anything that she saw back in her parents. So she was happy about it. They met, they drink, talk randomly, have sex and get separate. Just as simple.
But it all changed, because nothing last forever.
And it happened when they had already reached their limits for one night, they were almost sleeping for exhaustion, but Jongwoon still said something.
"I'm having a visit tomorrow morning, could you leave now?"
"Ok." Ryeowook sighted, it wasn't too different of leaving in the morning anyway.
They didn't change any other word as Ryeowook left the house and went to hers. She lay alone in her own bed for the first time in those weeks while was still night, yet she wasn't feeling good there. Her blankets were too cold for her body and there wasn't the scent from Jongwoon. She felt broken while the sleep didn't reach her and suddenly she went to the bathroom and puked all she ate in the day.
Anyway, she couldn't feel like this in the other day, so after puking, she could finally sleep.
In the other day Ryeowook was in the studio to take photos of a woman, who was pregnant, and her husband. It was a normal photoshoot, of course, but when they finished the session, Ryeowook had to leave the couple to trow up in the bathroom. She didn't know what was happening to her.
"I'm sorry." she said for the couple after coming back from the bathroom thoughtfully.
"It's ok." the woman said smiling sweetly to Ryeowook. "It started like this to me, the pregnancy I mean."
"I'm not pregnant." Ryeowook laughed.
"Are you sure? You don't seem to have an infection or something." the woman said frowning. "Anyway, we are leaving now, right honey, tomorrow we'll get here to see the photos, is that ok?"
"S-Sure." Ryeowook smiled and lead them to the door. "Bye."
Ryeowook didn't have any more shoots for the day, so she went back home, specially because her nausea were still there. But before getting home, Ryeowook passed in front of a farm and, for curiosity, bought one of those tests for pregnancy to finally go home.
She didn't know what she was waiting for, while waiting for the test she felt so silly for doing it. Anyway, the only man she was having relations with was Jongwoon and she didn't remember of any time that they didn't use condoms.
"Actually." Ryeowook face palmed herself. That night, the first night, she didn't remembered the part of the condom, so she prayed, when the time for the test finished, that it was negative.
But she was totally wrong as a pink positive showed up in the little screen.
TBC
next
AN: who are excited for yesung on mubank?? 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD