My birthday is on Thursday ok guys?

I'm so tired of crying every day. I'm so damn tired of it. What the hell am I supposed to do, everything is wrong. Nothing is fucking right I wake up in the morning wondering why the fuck I'm still here. And the one thing I want I can't have either way.

so we all know that i CAN be happy and have friends without him
and that im probably even much happier

i just feel like theres a little peice of my heart missing
still want him back
eh

he rubbed my dirty ass foot for a bit last night and i tried to pretend that i wasnt staring at his beautiful face all night

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knowing that hes not there in the same way he used to be

it fucking kills me
i dont want to keep having to deal with things the way they are

my myspace is gone
im pissed
im not making a new one for a long time

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Jeff Gosselin is homosexual, he told me today
what a brave boy to come out
and how special do i feel to be the first to find out
very

i hope this is allergies
or else im gonna be pretty mad

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