does anybody ever feel that nobody can appreciate you for exactly what you are? and if you find anyone like that... well, i just refuse to be a member of any club that will accept me ( Read more... )

i guess the projects are out. my grandparents bought us a mobile home down the street from where were living now. its like a cute little neighborhood made up of little wooden boxes. its nice. small. 3 bedrooms and whatnot. actually, turns out that its in the same park that my friend kevin lives in, and ours is across from his. so, i guess ( Read more... )

I dont understand why bras that "lift and separate" are said to be a good thing. last time i heard, cleavage was hot. but hey, what do i know ( Read more... )

So about a month ago, it snowed for about a day and a half. It took me 35 minutes to make a 12 minute drive, and all of the classes at Dutchess were excused around 4:00 due to the weather. I walked down to the parking lot, which was empty except for about 8 cars. I got in my car and proceeded to make my journey home through the darkness and ( Read more... )

Currently, my life is at a standstill. I have no expectations, no desires, no goals. Things happen, I am unaffected. My surroundings differ from day to day. Still, nothing changes. I always find myself here. It sounds boring, and almost even sad. It isn't. To me, it is freedom to know that the choices I make(for however long this may last) ( Read more... )

Dear 2006 ( Read more... )

So, I think I need to go out for the Lacrosse team. I'm so tired of sitting on my ass and doing nothing. I need to go beat the shit out of people with a big stick. Lacrosse Lacrosse!! It will also look really nice when I go to college. So I was stupid and didn't go to the meeting today, but hopefully I can go tomorrow.

So I haven't been talking to any of my girlies in Florida nearly enough. Katie, and Carrie gosh I miss you. I miss all my other girls too, you know who you are ( Read more... )

What's up guys, it's been a while. I am just bored and avoiding doing laundry, so I'm like, what the hell else can I do? Livejournal. Cool. Shit, I got a new bowl today. It's quite pretty. I've just been smoking purple haze out of it since I got it and thats probably why I'm lazy. A friend of mine bought the bowl for me so it was freeeee. 48 ( Read more... )

god just fucking kill me
i hate this pain so much
why doesnt he love me