LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE ( Read more... )

I'm so mad! I think my friend's made me sick! I went out to Bubba's last night and I wanted to get up and get stuff done today, but I am failing at that so far. I have a headache and I don't feel well and I'm being all whiny in general. I have to work from 3:30 to 10.

I am watching Heartbreakers and it is driving me crazy. I hate this movie because Jason Lee falls in love with Jennifer Love Hewitt when she is basically just some crazy fucking bitch, but she is hot, which is the main point. She is fucking ridiculous and the guy just falls in love with her and doesn't second guess it. Boo. P.s. her ass is huge. ( Read more... )

FUCK MY LIIIIIIFE

Sometimes I feel like I am being left out of some girls' group. Like I am too tall or loud or wear the wrong clothes to be seen as a girl. I don't know what it is, it is stupid. I want to be 5'5, weight 115lb and have someone hit on me for once. Fuck. I am just so fucking plain.

Everything in my life is better as of 6:40 pm on Wednesdays when my last class gets out. I feel good until Saturday morning when I have to start freaking out about homework again. At least I have Thursday and Friday nights ( Read more... )

I really want to talk to someone, but it is like there is no one to talk to ( Read more... )

It is a good thing that I have to work today because at least I will put on some real clothes ( Read more... )

I love going to Bubba's with Brooke. And being able to hang out with her in general, all the time. She is so much better than having a boyfriend. She is significantly my other. I love being home in Maine.
Later today- Brooke and Kate Go To An All You Can Eat Charity Buffet For My Parent's Organization '09.

Otto is laying on the couch with me and taking up most of it and it is awesome. I love him so much. He is the best dog ever.
I need to get a job. I haven't even looked yet. I should probably at least update my resume. I have been having too much of a good time to distract myself with things like work.