I am not motivated to do anything. I have some work I am supposed to pass in today from last week when I missed classes from being sick, but I don't feel like doing it. I am tired and worn out. I don't want to be doing homework. I want to be on vacation. I think I have senioritis, college edition ( Read more... )

I am feeling a lot better today. I have been sneezing a lot, but I definitely don't feel like I am dying. I hope I feel better for 80s night tomorrow. And I hope Brooke is planning on coming with me because it is fun. I love going out with her. I am so excited that we get to hang out now, but I definitely am not getting any school work done. Oh ( Read more... )

Apparently I am a way bigger Bright Eyes fan than I ever thought I was. I keep getting a bunch of Bright Eyes songs stuck in my head ( Read more... )

I am pretty sure I have the flu, which is totally lame. At least I am able to get out of bed right now. Last night I was a total wreck. I tried to pretend I wasn't sick, but it didn't work. I am going to try to go to my class tonight and hopefully survive it. I'm not going to any of my morning classes ( Read more... )

I have really been wanting to paint lately and I haven't in a long time ( Read more... )

I went to 80s night last night and danced like an idiot. Woo.

I am going out to 80s night tonight. I might swing by my sister's place because she is having a party for her other sister Shelly. I am mainly thinking about trying to pregame there so I don't drink much while I am at Bubba's.
I am feeling pretty lonely today. I don't know why, but hopefully going out will make it better.

Guess what? I am actually sober right now. WHAT THE FUCK? SO WEIRD HUH?
Serious business. I have been having fun since I moved home. Drunk fun, but fun none the less.
I want to go on more adventures with Brooke, like... RIGHT NOW. Except I have a lot of homework I need to do like A WEEK AGO.

Being single again is making me feel something that I would describe as the exact opposite of accomplished. I just feel tired and alone.
Overall, I haven't been too bad though. I just have wanted someone to love me so badly, specifically Matt.

I just want to have a good surprise some day.