woohooo!!!! i leave for camp tommorrow. its gonna be fun. a whole week of vualting.........cant believe its here alreayd!!

thanks mikey......yeah everyone is diferent. and i dont even know what hte hell im feeling. its all just one jumble

last nite i read of my jumbos latest entries on myspace and it made me think. he said that he doesnt know if he'll get hte girl he wants. and othe rshit, then i began to think......fuck am i that girl!? or is it possible that you can love someone so much that you want to spend the rest of ur life with them, but not want them!? im so conflicted ( Read more... )

this is sad news for my familia. my cousin chilo is in the hospital and is dying. this fucken bites big time. man hes so young too.........shit im just so depreesed and devasted. its like living through my tatas death all over again. except this time i can see eerything much clearer and comprehend it all

i brought home my poles today!!!!! woohooo....i cant believe camp is almost here!!!!!

cost of track

price of pole vault camp: $410.00
price of new workout clothes: $125.56
price of new track spikes: $39.99
Vaulting over 10 feet: priceless

For everything else, I got my parents :D

despite the fact tat i always seem to be like mad at jumbo. i still love him. and today when i went over i realized tat even though we get on eachtoerh nerves and shit. we still love eachother. b/c after yeah we did our thing, we just sat around listening ot music and talking. and like yeah it just reminded tat no matter wat hppends im always gonna ( Read more... )

although i havent been on here lately. not a whole lot of stuff has been occurring. i think the most tat i have on my mind is tat jumbo mihgt not graduate. i mean yeah he brought it on to himself. but sometimes i really wonder if its tru wat he says. he says tat i motivate him to do better and stuff. i just honetly hope i really do. so for a while ( Read more... )

mikey the shit i was talkin about was teh fact tat i cant keep having to worry about being pg all the time. well not all the time, but when im late. maybe i should jsut hold out on sex for a while ( Read more... )

ok well i havnet gotten my period for this past month. and tat has me a bit worried, b/c im on teh pill. however this has happened to me before. i dont get it on time when i should. but its baffles me b/c i should get it every sunday. i think i didnt get on time is b/c i forgot to take my pill at teh time i was supposed to. so i took them the day ( Read more... )