oh man i need to deposit $900 for my georgetown stuff. damn i need a job, really bad, good thing track is like almost over....anyone got any suggestions?!

let me be. let me be alone....elt me cry out in terror. let me be scared for both of us. let me cry all i want, b/c rite now tats all im doin. u talk i cry, its been like tat for a good while. i love u so much eyt its always teh same shit. i jsut want u to be happy with urself. maybe i should jsut forget about him now, just like he wants me too. ( Read more... )

ok.......well i havent been here for a good while. mainly b/c i dont feel like writing about my shit. ive been like watevers.....just a bit to myself more. but yeah this is something to write about lol

IM 2005 GIRLS VARSITY CAPTAIN FOR EAGLE TRACK AND FIELD~! yay!!!!! mee so happy oh man this is so my season. watch out MVL im gonna kick some booty

oh man so much shit has happened in the past month that i dont even realy know where to begin.....well things are somewhat over between jumbo and i. in an odd way im glad b/c im just tired of i gues dealin with his shit. but i mean i love him to death. i honestly do. i would give everything i had to just see him happy. but now hes busy courting ( Read more... )

shit.....its really over now.......fuck its gonna be hard ( Read more... )

new mentality for track

I AM THE NEXT MVL CHAMP FOR POLE VAULT

IM GONNA KICK ASS

AND KEEP KICKING IT~!!!!

i feel this emptyness within me, i feel like shit. i just wanan cry out in desperation............i love him to death i honestly do ( Read more... )

omg.......im gonna die........i feel like crying out.......shouting out how muc hof a fool i've been.........fuck mikey u were rite ( Read more... )

this is so true

look at my horsocope for today.......im gonna do it

You've got a good way with words right now, so let them come out and don't be surprised at what you hear yourself saying. Feelings are at the forefront.

its funnie how the one person that you love with all your heart is the one that brings you down teh most. fuck man. im starting to believe that i can love a person but not wnat to be with them. i dont think i want to get married with jumbo at all, even if he is only messin around. fuck man, i feel like shit now, i feel like cryin out. why!? just b/ ( Read more... )