The last month and a half have been the worst of my life. They have just been miserable. The amazing thing is that I think I made it through the worst. For the first time in as long as I can remember I actually don't feel depressed. Today was a good day. For the first time since the break up I'm actually looking forward to the future and you have ( Read more... )

She told me she is working on falling out of love with me. I don't think any one statement has hurt me more than that one. I decided to stop talking to her. It just makes it more painful. I like talking to her but I can't just talk to her and pretend like we never had anything. She still wants to see me again in the future. I don't know if I can do ( Read more... )

I don't think anybody ever reads this anymore. I just feel like I need to vent about everything. So here I go ( Read more... )

i got into all the colleges i applied to!

Cal Poly SLO
UCI
UCSB
UC Berkeley
UCLA

i am so happy :)))))))

so I'm posting this on my new iphone! It is amazing!

HI EVERYBODY

so im updating from my wii pretty amazing huh?

so anyways i went to disneyland today and there was this event called gayday where a bunch of gay and lesbian people go to disneyland and wear red. it was really interesting to see i have never seen sooo many gay people in one place. O and i didnt know and i wore red on accident... buut it was fun nonetheless thats all i have to say

im tired...how are you?

im interesting