miriam is so beautiful and gracefull and my favourite person in the entire world. she is the one that got away.

i'm done.

this, my friends, is madness.

...wrote were radiohead song quotes. cool paul.

basically, i just noticed that life is really weird.

and also, i want to go to hawaii (i need to work on my tan.) goodnight, my sweet boys.

goodnight moon.

hope is all i have now.

turning 21 was an interesting experience for sure. i hope that this next year will be filled with patience and understanding and beauty and magicalness and clarity; and drops in paranoia, doubt, and jealously, easily my biggest weaknesses. i have alot of work to do on myself before i can consider myself an adult, and i really hope it all works out ( Read more... )

i don't know anymore, whereas i used to think i knew everything. i don't know anything right now.

intercession is over. it was an inspiring time, i feel very optimistic and creative. it was good to just sit around and be happy and warm and alright. i was very happy. i hope the feeling lasts sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.

love, paulie

it's a really pretty day out.