It occured to me today that best friends are kinda like boyfriends. Some you might be inseparable with for about a year maybe two..then one day it seems like you get sick of them or they get sick of you and move on to the next boyfriend or best friend if you will ( Read more... )

Lately..I've been feeling depressed. Graceville is a dark den of misery..today it rained all day. Also, me and mike have barely any money. Our church just got rid of our pastor. There's nothing really to look forward to on a daily basis. I'm really excited that Melissa and KRis are coming to visit. I need familiar faces ( Read more... )

I hate to lose friends, but if you're friends don't want you there's not much you can do.

Well not really, but sometimes it feels like that. I'm so unmotivated unless he's around. When he's at work, I sleep in till 12, maybe workout, maybe clean my parent's house, and maybe do christmas stuff. It seems like I'm in a major rut. I can't wait to get back to Graceville and be on a normal schedule again. I feel like I'm wasting away. I've ( Read more... )

You're a P.A.B.! :) you know...you know

Sometimes you have to wake up and smell the coffee and realize that some people are the way they are and they're never going to change, as much as you want them to. I guess I'll have to leave it up to God and people with more patience than I have ( Read more... )

Today had to be one of my darkest days ever. I can't remember ever being this angry before, it's like something took over and I was no longer myself. This experience truly scared me, because for the first time I realized that I didn't really care about this person, and that meant I didn't care about his spiritual well being or about anything that ( Read more... )

SHUT YOUR MOUTH!

I'm so ready for Hurricane Wilma to be over with. I'm so bored all the time just hanging out and watching t.v. I am so ready to get back to Graceville, and to a different type of boring. Ive decided that I need to be happy in all circumstances and need to keep a better attitude overall. I should find all of my joy in GOd and delight in the Lord. I ( Read more... )