and lIfe likes to play tricks
(on solemn girls)
and give them pearls
when all they want is
diamonds

discrepancy embers in my slow turning

Opinion

feather duster hearts to.o clear

shards and fragments

emaciated crystal held in plastic thin cups

behind pulverized evasions

Inadayofloyalty Inadayofweakness

I wear my heart…..

On my bare skin

In between where…..

You’ve always been

Love is War ( Read more... )

What is so slow TOOday?

this is iiinnocence

this garden through

Mutilated mangled beauty

overwrought overgrown passages

Of grass untouchable

but bend down so (oh) so close that

For why not look and stare

into each bladE(xult)

hope you wish to (here come&come there!(

behiND

ProtectinG glass walls

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     This is anxiety

StepStep into

Fall.

ing )patterns of mediocrity

Crushed and blank

And indifference is so rigid

beaten into vivacity and hints

How one knot tied tighter

Is      (neurosis and comfort in one tense

Bundle)

All I have to trust is this loop

Blindfolded and malevolent

through long

Win   !ter

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my beauty is my eyes and in your eyes behold me

      IronworK

fashioned around

)My precious

Self sufficient

Heart(

I listen to

secrets

and teach you

To  b

m

i

L

C

I promise

again and again

again and again

This guard if only for

those not yoU

(the only one I
     whisper to)

love begins with an S

..i’m allergic to gold and silver..

And expense through saturation of

Everyday till Evernow

allergy is a luXury

) Luxury is an allergy

alcohol is an acquired taste

i can’t tell the rEAL from the Fake

i measure (this/into/) success in sacrIfice

how much my e(y)es sti!!ng

And my lips bl

Ee
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I see straight lines

Before and

behind me

I am so full so finished

I run and I run and I run and I run

i was out of breath before i begun

I plan to leave you behind.

i feel closer to my ceiling

i feel closer to my hard floors

I plan to leave you behind

Reflections reversed everywhere

All around me..I rewind

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work out the kinks
erotic my love
(i don't dare speak
of truth
when truth is
only a lie
and i lie here alone)
when you open
me
my dream state diminishes
and everything is
more real
than reality had ever been
and i have to know
reality never felt
this good