so much has happened, but yet so little has been done. started back up woth writing/my atempt at poetry. adam is fucked up, and won't talk about it with me. messed up with what to do with him and everything around that. started drivers ed...about time! sams home from college. yay i guess. he foung fuzzy boots in the trash of his dorm, and brought ( Read more... )

fun day. so adam was being kinda wierd all day, and emily told me he had been talking to her....about us and his life ect....er. so she invited him to go shopping with us afterschool. so the poor kid had to go to my house...with my mom..hah and emily picked us up there. so we left, adam wicked quiet in the car..went to salvation army..so fun. ( Read more... )

ugg. some chickwants to tell me something about adam. yay. so now i have to worry all night about what it is.... fuck you. fuck adam.

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hum. today was interesting. sams home. fri was adams b-day. sat was jasons.was suposed to hang with adam and his friends on sat- little b-day party....way to much snow and they back out-good idea. so adam calls and wants to come over, his parents say "too much snow, probably not" he begs me to call his dad to let him. i do. i dad says he can. he ( Read more... )

wow. long time no see. it has been.....oh shit we're not even going there. amelia's party, vacation with visiting my aging grandparents, crazy cousins, playwrite aunt, ect. mad shopping. getting home and hanging with adam, keeping low, seeing emily (who dropped out of college and is home....because of her not getting along with her parents...poor ( Read more... )

haven't updated in awhile. not much going on. just made 2 cakes....one in the shape of a neuron. haha- for science. so what do you get a boyfriend of like 2 weeks for valentines day? ick. er well. i think my cats dead...wait she moved. so my gramma has to have surgerie again- she has/had breat cancer. so i did laundry today and 3 white shirts came ( Read more... )

i'm feeling quite violent today. in advisory people were pissing me off so they got punched. heh. then spanish, sick if it doesn't make you violent and hateful. life is being good. i still am so unsure of myself and my decisions. i never know if their right, till they go wrong. i realy rely on my friends for so much. amelia says i'm happy. i've ( Read more... )

so last night amelia had to sleep over. snow and her parents being anal. so she came over and went shopping with me and my mom. ARGG! i almost killed her. then got back and i make a cake and lunch. jamie came over. hungout till like 6 or 7. then we watched napoleon dynamite.....not as good as i though it was going to be. then hung out more with ( Read more... )

so exams have started. spanish first. not a good start. it was horrible! tomorrow i have algebra and english. shouldn't be so bad. i hope. so i talked to noah today about adam...he said adam has gotten what he wants from me, and he doesn't think he cares anymore, and i shouldn't date him. well i didn't trust anything he said so/and hopefuly nothing ( Read more... )