I’m so fucking over everything. I have all this sweet stuff coming up but none of it is here yet. I just want November first to be here.

I wish someone else would tell me the right things to do. I always thought you would just sort of know the answers, I mean they are your own feelings, how can you not know them? That doesn’t make sense at all. Fuck ( Read more... )

Inside I nearly froze
Your touch is almost healing
You left me feeling

Tired
Could not close my eyes
On fire
But frozen inside
To run or to hide
Speechless my words could not melt
Whisper I wanted to shout
With out you I felt

Like a setting sun
Like a last goodbye
Like an incomplete lullaby.

Its so weird when you look back on who you were and the things you once did and cant imagine how you could have been so stupid. Then again I bet ill say that about some of the things im doing now. i guess thats growing up.

Oh my god this is ridiculous.

Some dick called part of your brain the nucleus ambiguous....because he didn’t know what it was.

And now I have to learn that. I hate that guy.

Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go

this is what it has come to.
alone with red wine thats too good.
late nights waiting for you to stop working.
all the time waiting.
thats just not right.

 
I’m in the library at 6:30 at night.

My supplies are running low, only one can of coke and half a packet of peanuts left.

But I did it. I wrote a whole assignment on brains.

Too much actually, I’m going to have to cull it.

How did I write too much on something I don’t understand?

I wonder what Sam is doing.

It’s really creepy in libraries at night.

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look you can laugh at me all you will but the new panic at the disco album is great. i cant belive im turing 20 this year and i said that. but its just true. i didnt make it happen. its just the way things are ( Read more... )

remember when lj was cool and you could find out everything about everyones lame lives off it?

- everyone wore baggy pants and skate shoes because avril did
- you first cried while reading a book
- you finished school at 3:15 and recess was 20 minutes long
- you would sit on the oval at lunch time with 20 people in your friend circle
- someone told you Santa wasn't real (obviously a liar)
- you couldn’t understand Shakespeare
- your first ( Read more... )