-
and on that note
I got a netbook for yule. Since I am no longer stuck with Livejournal, I will probably not be updating here regularly. I had grander ideas when I opened this account, and now that I have the means, I am persuing them.
It's at polyblue.blogspot.com
If you're interested, please, do follow me ;) Tell your friends? -
Yule
I know I haven't been interesting enough to really accrue readers yet at this point. But happy holidays to those who are celebrating, or those who will be celebrating soon (at the time I am writing this, Hanukkah is on, but it'll probably be over by the time I post ( Read more... ) -
hi, I still exist
Quick update: Ark got a girlfriend. Was happy. I was happy too, because he is so damn cute when he's in love, and I get to appreciate it from a more objective position. He is definitely feeling better towards Kitten, but is not interested in having a relationship with her beyond friendship. We had Thanksgiving together, the three of us, and I ( Read more... ) -
hot quickie
The trouble in Paradise seems to be over. Ark is happy/comfortable again and basically he said to me, "I've been so focused on me loving you and her loving you that I forgot how much you love me." So we're all happy and occasionally, tentatively, having "together time" where the three of us hang out. Just last Saturday, he suggested we three go out ( Read more... ) -
How
How will you do it ( Read more... ) -
morning sun
I enjoy
morning sun
from your bed,
basking
all around you
entangled, hair mangled
from a night
spent wrapped up tight.
I don't want to know
where I end,
where we tie,
is that my heart?
is that your sigh?
I ignore time;
you're mine.
Let the world outside
pass us by.
Posted via m.livejournal.com.
-
"My love is not a pie."
Jealousy has been a part of our journey into a polyamorous lifestyle from the beginning. The evolution of it is most clearly described through Ark, who has been getting what I can only explain as the "raw end of the deal." He has not yet grasped compersion, so even now while things are getting easier for him to accept, he still has times where he ( Read more... ) -
jealousy
I'm writing an entry about jealousy... but it's taking a while to write. Jealousy still touches us and it's evolving every day, so getting a grip on this slippery beast is difficult, but I am analyzing and discussing and putting it down in words.
Posted via m.livejournal.com.
-
something about love
What do we know of love? Humans break and abuse it. Find it. Lose it. We are making love and faking love, shaking it up and breaking it up. We surrender to love and fight once it has us. It's a drug, a poison, a passion, a pleasure. It makes us want, need, hunger, it fills us and empties us, we give give give we take take take ( Read more... )