THANKS A LOT LOSER.
Way to make me feel like I'm still numero uno...

Oh wait,
I'm numero dos now.

Things that I couldn't
say,
Things that aren't
mine,
Things that I could've
had,
Things that I didn't
get,
on decision.

Things I wanted to
do,
Things I wanted to
feel,
Things I wanted to
know,
Things I wanted to
need.
Indecision.

Lines I could've
said,
Lines I could've
heard.

Lines I couldn't
face...

Good decision.

I am not excited.

I mean, why wouldn't I be?
It's the perfect opportunity to
have everything rubbed in my face.

See I never got around to telling you this, but,

You know that thing you did a few weeks back?

really, really hit me.
really, really bit me
in the ass.

really, really backfired on me.

Mmmm that's never really happened before, but,
I guess there really, really
is a first time for everything.

Ven aqui pronto.

Don't be stupid, I beg of you.

Maybe I,
I just need you,
you to pick,
pick me up, and pull,
pull me apart,
completely dismantling..
me, disassembling..
me, until I am,
I am no,
no longer
recognizable.

I probably
won't have any
use for you
after that, unless
things don't go
according to
plan: which
is to

hit
and run.

Would you look at that? I didn't even bother censoring out your name.

It's amazing how long it's been since I last thought about you; given that you used to make my heart go boom with every little thing we doIt's been, what, longer than a year since I last saw you? In Starbucks, just two hours before the airport taxi was supposed to bring you a ( Read more... )

And so Sean got you all boozed up-filling up your glass with bottomless Corona, until you couldn’t feel your fingers anymore. And he lay you down on the couch, kissing your sensitive parts, forcing himself onto you…into you. Forcing himself into you. Looking at you, his juices-his cum-all over your face. His weight preventing you from moving, from ( Read more... )

"Love you?"
That was the last tangible proof I've got to convince me that you gave shit about me and ohmygod, in ended with a fucking question mark.
Love you? Yes, actually I did.

And when you're finally content and life as you know it just couldn't get any better,
They tell you to start over again.

Fifty-one days, and counting-
Down.