Lights on.

You taste the salt in your mouth.
His brows furrow slightly as you trace his cheek with your fingertips.
All those profanities he screamed at your face…
The friction frazzles him.
Dazzles him.
Alarms him.

His lip twitches. You frown and you open your mouth, desperate for the right words-to somehow make this better.
You don’t find them. ( Read more... )

Twentysixth chance?

Maybe if you did what you should've done, I wouldn't feel half as bad.

Ready for your twenty-seventh?

You always come close but you never come easy.

I never said I'd take this lying down.

What's bad: To want something too much.
What's worse: To push it away when it comes to you.
Guess which one I'm on?

I wanted it. Hell, I wanted it bad. And I admit I felt bad that I hadn't been getting it. But now that it's there, I just-I dunno-FREAKED OUT.
I guess I just got used to doing everything. Or maybe it was too sudden for me. But ( Read more... )

It's funny. When you're having this really great dream, and suddenly-the buzz of the clock disrupts your sleep.
You wake up to reality and lose grasp of a place where everything's coated with bliss.
You close your eyes, and try to replay the image of sheer perfection in your head.

Problem is,
You can't recall anything.

So you have a problem with my melancholy, and now, you're rubbing it in my face that your life is so much better than mine, coz you're happy and that you don't have problems of any sort.

Well I got newsflash for you:
That's bull.

Coz the thing is, if you really were happy, you'd stop trying to convince me, everyone else & the rest of the world- ( Read more... )

Yeah, I actually do want things fixed, but believe it or not, I actually have other things to do, and more important relationships to work on.
(You're not the center of my world, if that's what you think.)

I guess I'll just put "you" aside for sometime and MAYBE, dig it up after a while, if I still have the heart mood for it ( Read more... )

I know you have something against me being close to your um, friend.
But are you that paranoid insecure to try and push me away from her?

Trust me, it's pathetic.

So just cut me some slack, okay? What you're doing is completely useless coz-let me ruin the end of this for you-I'm not going anywhere.

So, I dunno. I'm just thinking. Not of "whatcouldvebeen", but instead, of what could be (the offer still stands, so take it will you?). I tried. I tried real hard. I tried my best. & the thing is, I still am trying.

So maybe, just maybe, I'll go and try do something I've tried doing a thousand times before---to STOP. I've attempted that, and ( Read more... )