the one thing life garruntees is sadness

I was watching VH1's Big in '03 a few minutes ago only to be disgusted and appalled to the point where i had to turn it off ( Read more... )

The beast has been tamed, i am back

well everyone, the reason i left school today was because i felt like shit, i went to the nurse during minyan because i felt kind of funky, but nothing serious. then i slept on the bed there for a about an hour and had my mom pick my up. she took me to the doctor at which i was diagnosed with bronchitus. so now i have to take all these crazy ( Read more... )

man everyone, im just so sick and tired of everything. so tired of listening to all the pointless shit in school. my life lately has been really shitty, i felt horrible and, i don't know, but it seems like more crappy things have been happening to me lately. im just sick of it all ( Read more... )

well this weekend was fun, got to spend some quality time with the extended family, saw a play, had tons of fun. Though i was sick the entire time. My nose was congested like crazy, and i had a killer head ache, and there was one time during the intermission of the play that i had this horrible pain in my abdomen, it felt like something needed to ( Read more... )

please, for the love of god, when you leave a message, leave your name, anonymous messages drive me crazy ( Read more... )

well i think im sick. i felt increasingly bad this afternoon; it wasn't that bad in the beginnig but by the time lunch with everyone at the cheescake factory was over i felt like total shit. I was going to go to aliza's house and chill there but i could barely walk so i went to my sister's apartment, who were, unbeknownst to me, not home. So i ( Read more... )

i felt really distant from everyone this afternoon. i just couldn't feel good. it depresses me having to sit everyday in the alcove among all the happy couples playfully caressing each other, while i sit alone pretending i feel alright ( Read more... )

well im holed in right now, procrastinating on my term paper. My goal is to finish my outline and everything by today and rework everything tomorrow. Which i think i can do ( Read more... )