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FUCK!
I get so fucking depressed around the holidays. It fucking sucks and of course I bitch and whine about it here so I seem really whiney...which pisses me off...but if I don't do it here...where can I do it?...I don't know why this time of year always gets to me...I think it's that I look around at my sisters, and they all got married...to great guys ( Read more... ) -
I hate them all.
I hate them all every one of them. The ones who have abandoned me. Left me, forgotten that I'm even still here. The one who has the ring I gave him but somehow managed to forget that while he was fucking his landlord's daughter. the one who just doesn't care...he was right he is a rotten wanker....I have no idea why I let myself think I could love ( Read more... ) -
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It has been 22 weeks since last I posted so here I am! -
Brutal
Her Dom would never tell, and she, as trained would never ask. Indirectly, moving slowly toward her wishes, prodding, with obediance, or misbehavior. A simple gesture, or a word. But No she would never ask. So, when he released her, she was broken. She was shattered, and lost.
She began to seek out the ones who would abuse her, misuse her, beat her ( Read more... ) -
If you were here:
I wrote this a little while back and debated putting it here...I'm not sure if it is worth posting...I don't think it is very good...but I guess it should be left up to those who wish to read it.
We would be together, all night, in the dark, whispering...kissing,
touching...you holding me in your arms. I could be perfect for a
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sexcapades?
Sexcapades...that's right this journal was originally started as a Sex-Capades journal...to talk about my...Sex-ploits! lol So I have yet to really get into the sex portion of my life and HAVE managed to gripe, and whine about missing a certain person. And wishing life was different. But I haven't...so maybe in a few days when my kidneys, liver and ( Read more... ) -
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Ask me anything you'd like to know! If they're not questions about me I can attempt to answer them, but it ain't guaranteed.
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I'm seriously considering...
Beginning to post a set of erotic stories...but I'm not sure who would read them as I don't have that many people looking at my journal...hmm...I need input! -
Fat Kid Post!
Ok so I was hungry when I got home, and I made a chocolate cake last night that I didn't eat any of...I bought Ice cream and cookies too, (along with other REAL groceries), and when I got home today I had a piece of cake and ice cream...then about two hour later I was hungry again...because you know...cake and ice cream as yummy as it was isn't ( Read more... ) -
Oddly
I've never had a journal where I posted just things about...well sex I suppose...this will be my 'Adult Content' journal, and most things will be put behind an LJ cut...just so as not to offend. Not that many people will see it anyway, but just in case. So if you are my friend you will see, if you are not, and you add me...and I don't add you back ( Read more... )