Lonliness can be such a physical feeling. It feels like a gaping hole inside me, around the solar plexus. I try to fill it with breath, I try to feed it with music, I try to kill it with writing. Or I'll just lie on the couch in a blanket, watching TV and waiting for it to go away, hating the all the human connections that I'm not a part of.

the world just keeps twisting and turning

"Take these chocolates and rejoice, for they are a gift from God," said the foul servent of Satan, disguised as Peter Cottontail.
The children rejoiced and ate the chocolately treats. They soon grew fat and sluggish. God smote them and burned down their houses for their ignorance.

a sign that something is wrong
tuesday evening
so close to pleasure" Ó
whoop a* a**hole in gear
take it in the teeth
pain is love

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a silent partner sotthed permanently
an emotion that can eat a person up
your degenerative disease is your only company on the road to purpose