I can't believe it's turning to an end. A year is a really short time. All my friends who have become so dear to me are actually going home. And I'm left here alone...stuck in Inage with all the memories...bleh... I need to cry harder than I already did.

There's something really dark about wanting what you shouldn't...

I don't think I will recount everything that has been happening to me for the past four months. All I can say is that this time, my time in Japan has not been easy. I came here anxiety-ridden only to find out that all the things I've been anxious about really would come true in the end. It has not been easy for me academically as well as ( Read more... )

Your 2005 Song Is
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Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody ripped my heart out
And leave me here to bleed...

I don't think I've ever told this to anyone, but I actually like Snape...I mean, I have sympathy for him for some reason. I'm always weak for the bad guys ( Read more... )

I am lost...

Dunno where I am, dunno where to go...as ironic as this might sound, I feel like I'm trapped.

I don't want to be turned into one of them. I would like to be here as me, please.

I want to be stronger. I want to learn. Not in classrooms, not from books.

I want to live and learn from life.

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After almost 2 weeks here, I am still not settled. I literally still have to drag myself to my lab everyday and the classes they're having every Tuesday and Friday (yes, Friday) on the 5th period, which is like on 4 pm to 5.30 pm. Whaaaa ( Read more... )

Here I am, back in Chiba. I meet Soushi, Take, Ai-chan, Ritsuko, Mony and Kokoro-chan from naginata club. I'm in C building again, room C-310, just across my old room, one room to the right. It's amazing that my name is still on the little sign in front of 314, and I can still see Moraya's note telling me that she'll be at the back gate on 8.30 ( Read more... )