man i have not put an entry in in soooooo damn long ( Read more... )

so i went to the gun range yesterday. man i love shooting it's better than sex!!!. i mean at least you get something in the end......a nice target full of holes. i don't know how that makes any sense. but since when do i make sense ( Read more... )

MAN, I LOVE DRINKING SO FUCKING MUCH......I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I QUIT IN THE FIRST PLACE.

i am feeling absolutely misrable right now......... i built it up, now im waiting for it to be knocked down

i had the greatest time in nyc. seeing nigel was awesome. i really wish i had more time with him. but i guess one night with such a great peraon is better than none at all.

and seeing my sheryl was so much fun too. i had a blast getting smashed!

wow, you were more of a letdown than i expected. well at least you could prove me wrong.

i seriously dont fucking get it. this is the second time this has happened this year. a guy dumps me cuz he "loves" me. am i the crazy one here???? i thought if you loved someone, then you would want to be near them. hmmmmmmm, and to think all this time i have be surrounding myself with people i love andcare about , when i should have been ( Read more... )

my heart is fucking breaking................

i have absolutely nothing to say, <--------except that........

Promise me you won't turn out to be a douche bag......

and on that note im off to bed with color in my hair....