yay!! since my last weigh in i have lost 12.8 lbs in 3 weeks. im on a fucking roll.

if i lose more during this week i sure hope "someone" doesnt make me feel bad for losing more than them, again. cuz god knows i would never make anyone feel that way.

casey came home tonight and im happy. but she pointed something out to me that really hurt but thats only because it's true.......

im really fucking insecure............

while i am sitting here in fl x-mess morning alone, my wonderful luggage is siiting in
CT. i got too sick to get on my flight, fuckin chick-fil-a BAD IDEA!!!!!!!!!!

lately certain people have begun to really bother me ( Read more... )

holy shit!! i was up before noon and got atleast one thing done today, now i must go poop. hey! that makes 2 things done! im on a roll!!!!

hey look, i have nothing interesting to say!

well. i was tested again!!! what in the crap ( Read more... )

well just as i thought. the tests came out negative.......again. now i wonder if it's possible for doctors to really find out whats wrong. or maybe they want to test me for a fourth time. you know for good measure.

last night i went downtown and had my usual limit of 3 beers. and man it was a weird night. it seemed like every guy there was wearing a green shirt. and some dood kept coming up to me asking my name, and then telling me his name was dave. he did this 4 times in the span of 10 minutes. and his breath reeked of vomit. and everytime he told me his ( Read more... )

so i woke up very early this morning to go to a doctors appt. at 8:45. only for the doctor to test me for all the things i have already been tested for and they came up negative. so why must they test me for it again!!??? what a bunch of crock ( Read more... )