i got a new journal, cause i felt like it. check it out: ultra_boy

i can't count on one hand how many times my mood changes in a day. All this inconsistency aggravates me, which starts another cycle of emotion. why can't i just stay one thing for like a week at a time. i'd plan it on my calender. "happy week has been great, but angry week is coming up, i got research things to be angry about". fantasy aside, i've ( Read more... )

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i was walking to class today when i saw a nice looking girl on the way there. being the desperate loser that i am i smiled at her. her response was to give me a weird look and then look the other way. in that moment i felt a myriad of emotions, but the one that won over was anger. i wanted to confront her. "am i deformed, have i harmed you in some ( Read more... )

i like her, she makes me happy, what's keeping me from making a move, saying something, anything?

wow man, college. i've been through more in the last 6 days than i have in the past 4 months. standing up maria, hanging out with two girls, bowling and shit, making enemies in a different building. last night was really shitty. i went to a party at the same place i went saturday. this time, though, it was incredibly boring. in the middle of it i ( Read more... )

so i got back in rachacha yesterday and i unpacked and set up shit all day. i went to the storage place where my parents store some of my shit and it took me a half hour just to find my stuff cause i didn't remember what number it was. i ended up just going in and asking which i should have done in the first place but i thought they were closed. ( Read more... )

taken from bmw:

getting ready to go back to school. why am i not ecstatic? once i get there i'll probably snap out of it. lot's of stuff to do in preparation. so much to do, so little time. i'll post again when i'm there.

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