somehow i made it though this year. i don't really know what to do with myself now though. if you ever get bored, call me, i'll probably be bored too.

graduation yesterday was...hard. i still can't believe the seniors are gone, or that we're the seniors. i'm going to miss them next year, and it's going to be so weird being the oldest. i don't think ( Read more... )

i am so stressed out/generally unhappy.

and i'm such a girl.
i just want a big, stong man to hold me and let me cry.

i'm so tired of feeling this way. feeling empty, sad, uncared for, like no matter how hard i try or what i do, it doesn't matter because i'll just lose it all in the end. all because of a stupid boy.
and now i'm starting to get mad. after all that he said yesterday, i don't understand how he could have done what he did today. in fact, i can't ( Read more... )

"it's not the end of the world, babe....just take it one day at a time, you never know what'll happen."
why is that confusing me so much?
oh, that's right, because i want it to mean one thing, but i have no idea what it really means.
i just want to taaaaaaaaaaaaalk it out.
lordy...

oh and ps: i'm not a robot, i can cry!
hah, what a sad thing to rejoice ( Read more... )

well, i'm starting to believe that i'm going to be one of those crazy people who has lost the ability to cry. no, really, i've tried, i've gotten close, i've lost it. i cried so much this weekend that by the end of last night, it just wouldn't happen. and it's not because i didn't have any water left, i went through that once, and i re-hydrated. it ( Read more... )

well, so just so it's here for people to read so maybe i won't have to recount it a billion times, i got in a wreck today.
but it wasn't bad, nobody was hurt, and the police didn't even show up until after we all left.
it was the one day that i had a full car, trey, chris, and rachel.
he hit me on trey and chris' side, and the door hit trey's leg and ( Read more... )

In 2006 I....

{x} broke a promise
{ } made a new best friend
{x} fell in love
{x} fell out of love
{ } done something I swore never to do
{x} lied
{ } stole
{ } went behind my parents back
{x} cried over a broken heart
{ } dissapointed someone close
{ } hidden a secret
{x} pretended to be happy
{ } got arrested
{ } kissed in the rain
{ } slept under the stars
{ } ( Read more... )

He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
And when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
And said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing that came to his mind

I'm already there
Take a look ( Read more... )

T-minus 6 days until Christmas!!
T-minus 8 days until London!!
Get excited!!!

So I realized that I haven't updated since Thanksgiving, so I thought I'd put something in here while I have time. The rest of this week and next week are going to be veeeeery busy. I'm way excited.
Finals are insane. I hate them. Why can't we just sign something saying that ( Read more... )

so, i was just going to write a list of what im thankful for, but i decided this would be way more entertaining for you and me both:::


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