So I don't recall ever posting about mu little girl but anyway I have been really stressed of late because the mother of her real mom (who is deceased) was moving to Indiana and taking my baby with her. Well it was found out last week that the step grandfather has been abusing her and now she is staying with me full time. I hate that she had to ( Read more... )

I'm sorry for the things that I said in my last post. It was wrong of me. Please forgive me. Oh and for those of you who think I am a weinnie or sucker for apologizing that's your opinion. I happen to think I am doing the right thing and that I shouldn't go around hurting people like that. This is something I must do. I'm sorry Heather. I ( Read more... )

I said that I was going to numb my heart and become the cold hearted person I once was. Well I refused to go back. I have come too far to let some chick who I've only known a few months mess that up. I refuse to give her that much power over me. All my friends were calling me crazy all along but I couldn't see it because I was blind and totally ( Read more... )

So Heather told me tonight that she was not going to communicate with me anymore. The reason being...I have no fucking clue. I did nothing to her. Anyway, I'm tired of apologizing for doing nothing and being the one trying to keep the friendship together. Apparently she doesn't really want to be friends and I just have to accept that. It doesn' ( Read more... )

I have a friend who is so amazing. She knows me so well. She knows me better than I know myself and she loves me unconditionally. I hurt her pretty bad a while back. Well she stuck with me and we worked through it and became even closer. She gives excellent advice and has never been wrong when it comes to her advice to me. You'd think I would ( Read more... )

So I just recently found out that Heather is going out with someone else. Yeah all ready...we just broke up last Monday. She says that nothing was going on while we were together so I have no choice but to believe her. Mostly I am mad because she made me believe that breaking up with me was so hard for her and she was off getting with some other ( Read more... )

It will not work, is what I hear you say ( Read more... )

Living life is so tough ( Read more... )

So Heather dumped me :( I broke off my engagement with Layken for her and was going to move to England just to be with her and...she dumped me. This is the first time that I have ever felt this strongly for anyone. I knew I was falling in love with her the first time we spoke. She said that she felt the same at first. Now she says that she is ( Read more... )

I'm ready to give you my heart ( Read more... )