It has been a really long time since I’ve written anything here, but tonight I’m feeling compelled to write. I know that I complain about things. A lot. More than I should at least, and I think it’s good that even I can admit that because a few years ago I never would have said I complain too much. However, I think my complaining is sometimes ( Read more... )

Weird, I'm posting on livejournal, and I haven't even looked at this thing in months. The only reason I'm writing in this is because I need to get my feelings off my chest, and writing helps me do that... but I don't want to do it on facebook for everyone and their mother to look at. I figure no one sees this anymore, so it's ok to write here ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've posted... sheesh. I won't give all the details of my life the past few weeks to spare the boredom and yawns... basically life is good. I finally turned my SCE in, and I present it on Wednesday, I'm nervous about it. After working on it allll semester I want it to be perfect, not sound like crap. But I'm sure I'll be ( Read more... )

I turned 22 yesterday... I'm not thrilled about this because it's not really an exciting age. What is there that's exciting about it? Other than being closer to being considered an adult. Ok... awesome ( Read more... )

This is it, tomorrow I actually teach my own, planned out and created on my own. That alone brings butterflies to my stomach... but that's normal. What really makes me nervous is that my advisor is showing up to grade me. At some point this week... not sure when because he hasn't gotten back to me yet. So I'm basically PRAYING to God he comes ( Read more... )

I have nothing ( Read more... )

Sooo it's fall break, and I'm home for the weekend and mom and I have argued twice. The first argument was stupid, and not even worth talking about the subject matter, because as my sister and I have discussed, we don't think she'll all good upstairs right now. But the second fight was about my ever occuring problem with running short on funds ( Read more... )

Ok, so I figured, no one really reads this, so I can say anything I want, and even if someone does read it, I don't care what you think because this is MY journal and I can write whatever the hell I want. If you think you might get offended, it's not my fault. If you think this applies to you, I'm sorry that you're reading this, but maybe you ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think this semester is a roller coaster with highs and lows. There's obviously stress, feelings of inadequacy, absolute happiness and contentment, feelings of anger and frustration, feelings of unease, feelings of calm, and feelings of spinning wildly out of control. And it's only the sixth week! Don't worry, I won't tell you what ( Read more... )

This week began preclinical observation. MWF I work there from 7am-11am, let's talk about how the early thing sucks, but what's really bad about it is being up before the sun... that throws me off a bit. TR I work from 11-1:10. So all in all, I work there about 16 hours a week, which means I'll be there around 6 weeks. Wow, that just seems ( Read more... )