I hate getting moments of being homesick. And I hate Matt. And I hate Wise. I hate the ship. I hate California. I need a vacation.

I don't know how it happened, but Matt absolutly hates me. And to top it off, today's his birthday, so we can only imagine what he's doing. Things were going so good lately too. Now he's talking to a girl who literally looks like a dysfunctional science project; where they tried to mix a man and a monkey gone terribly wrong. It just makes me feel ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion that I am not good enough for anyone. So without going into a huge explaination, let's leave it as life pretty much sucks right now.

So here's the scope; there's this guy in my division whoes had a crush on me and I've liked him for about 2 weeks now. Well things were starting to go really good (flirting, mentioning hanging out, etc.), but two of our friends tried pushing us together so hard that it pushed us apart. Now we don't even speak, and I'm terrified that he hates me. ( Read more... )

Hey strangers, sorry I haven't written in a while. Work was going great, but then I guess I was "promoted", because now I work in one of the offices instead of the ordance mag. Carl and I decided things weren't working out between us about a month ago, so I've had a crush on a guy from my mag for about 3 weeks now, but he's confusing the hell out ( Read more... )

So I went to medical today, and it's not looking good. Carl received the Valentine's/ birthday gift I sent him and I'm so over-joyed that he likes it. I got him a shirt that says " some people are like slinkies; they have no purpose, but you can't help but smile when you see one fall down the stairs." I think it went something like that. I also ( Read more... )

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!! It sucks being away from Carl today, but we spoke on the phone for a good hour or so. I miss him so much; I never thought I would care about him as much as I do. It's weird that I've known him practically my whole life and nothing ever happeneed between us until right before I left. Funny. So I'm living on the ship now, and ( Read more... )

What's happening everybody?! Well, I've finally reached my home for the next few years, and although I haven't gone into downtown yet, I love it here. Currently I'm chilling at the barracks, waiting for my ship to get back. Florida was nice...... made some great friends while I was there; one of them was actually in my brother division back in boot ( Read more... )

My last day before I leave for nice, warm, sunny Florida. This past week has gone by fast: I spent most of it with Carl, which was really nice since I'm not going to see him until the end of January. Right now I'm in the midst of packing my seabag (the big green bags you see soldiers carrying around), and if I didn't take a break I was going to ( Read more... )

Hey everybody, I'm back!!! Only until Friday, then I go to Florida for three weeks, come home for about 4 days, and then make my way out to San Diego!! Boot camp was nothing compared to what I thought it would be. My RDC's rocked, and I could tolerate most of the people in my division. I did get homesick the first two weeks, but then I got over it ( Read more... )