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[pookiechick]

why does this always happen to me? this is my post-modern novel complete with antagonists and the most unfortunate ending. i do not want to have to make a choice. talk about the fucking devil and god raging inside me. can i get myself back from underneath this guilt that will crush me? i thought seeing jesse lacey sing 'play crack the sky' solo

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[pookiechick]

i'm sorry.

[pookiechick]

fucking livejournal eating comments.

anyway.

just accept the apology anyway? it'd make me feel better if you did.

[xrainbowcloud]

I have to agree with the above comment, but it's not in a bad way. I am sensing upset, though, so I feel obligated to give you a hug.

sucks you within my grasp and squeezes.

P.S. Courtney Love. ♥

[pookiechick]

i dont know if it's so much that i'm upset as i am completely confused and frustrated, but thank you. ♥

and i'm going through this courtney phase right now. i'm dying to read that book she wrote. well, the journal or whatever it is. but i have so many other books to read first.

[xrainbowcloud]

I always thought those two went with upset, but it depends on what it's about I suppose. I find that other people bring it all on, so I avoid them for a while and things make more sense. ♥

I wouldn't mind getting my hands on a copy of that, either. I've loved Courtney for a long time, and despite what people say about her, she's an interesting woman.

[pookiechick]

well, yeah, that does make sense, but i dont know. i just dont feel upset even though it's possible i am. eh, what can you do?

if i get a copy of it i'll gladly send it to you when i'm finished if you'd like.

[stop_now_gogogo]

the meet me in Montauk thing makes my heart break a million times. Just ta' let you know

[pookiechick]

yeah, mine too. so much.

life isn't fair, lauren.

[stop_now_gogogo]

and what makes it worse is the people who don't deserve the good life always seem to get it. In my mind if you've worked for it...things should just be fair. But that's just my idea. It isn't the truth...but I'm hopeful sometimes.

[pookiechick]

i think i'd like it a lot better in your universe.

[hellyes]

at least that was so beautiful, at least.

[pookiechick]

aww, thank you.

everything turned out okay in the end, anyway.