when I fly solo, I fly so high.
-Manchester Orchestra.

God, you've got your hand in everything but my life. And hey, God, while you're listening or day dreaming, how does a  girl win the good fight? Don't try all at once, oh god, how do I say that I've tried?

still gone.

so, As I can't sleep, I'm not hungry and haven't eaten since noon, and obviously bored, I took to watching Sex in the City. Seriously, worst show out there. But as I sit here, I can't help but feel like the main character on the show. The obviously desperate one married to Matthew Broderick. Anyway, I watched an episode tonight and not only did it ( Read more... )

If God were a super hero; do you think there'd be time to save me?
I got so much to say, but no one's even listening.
It's like the mute trying to talk to the deaf, we're always gonna end up smiling as the world goes on.
The world's never been the same since James Dean crashed his car
since Lennon  wrote a sad sad song,
Since Holden cracked and ( Read more... )

Someone sang Glory Glory, the bar went silent and holy, as the sun dropped, the moon raised, the cool collective hum of an apartment radiator, "If you're bones hurt, and you're tired, it's just proof you're alive. Sit up, just grow up, kid as long as you're breathing you're fine." There's a group of college boys who took out their drop out girls ( Read more... )

Everyone's got a reason to be so god-damn depressed, but no one's found the correct way to get the hell over it  with out some un-godly side effects. So we all cry ourselves to sleep, stuck inside our dirty sheets because we've been so damn tired that we haven't got around to cleaning them.  Then summer finally comes, we think it's the the cure, ( Read more... )

My neighbor sits on his car port with what ever was the cheapest brand cigarette  hanging out of the side of his mouth. He was staring at my window (not into it...I don't picture him the type to do so) where my bedside light sits, he stares and he wonders where his life went. Dabs out his fourth butt and lights another. He thinks of the woman he ( Read more... )

Hello, my name is Lauren, I'm tired and hungry for a sub.
Today I : Dropped Alexis off after a weekend of stuff and yeah. Went to the mall (purchasing the following goodies: a MASH bag *OHMYGODILOVEMASH!* an Andy Warhol bag *with the saying "Think rich look poor* on it*, earrings, shoes that I am going to paint rainclouds and what have you on them, ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish she knew she's the only person I really do respect. But the saying you have to love yourself before you love others, well...it's my life motto, or a goal I can't live up to yet. Sometimes I'd like to take a risk, but I'm too selfish and we all know this. I'm sorry.

Mike hit my knee and smile really big, little drops of Jack D still rolling off his lips. But he licked the mirrors back into his mouth before bringing up some god awful past.
    "Remember that sweater!?"
    "What, man?"
    "Don't act dumb man, I think your mom fucking made it..." The trailed off words lead to a dry chuckle and a lighter click that ( Read more... )