i really want to do this even though it's a long shot but i'm so fucking incredibly indecisive and can't decide what to write about. even though it will inevitably suck i figured i should at least try. the end.

http://www.time.com/time/question/sixteen.html

ideas!?!?!

I love my dad. We always fight and we have had a trying past, but i would still consider myself a "daddy's girl" even though we lock horns sometimes. My friend's dad locked himself in his son's room one day and when he came home from school in like 5th grade he found his dead dad in his room. It made him lose his father and all semblance of ( Read more... )

Just be real.

I hope everyone has a really good day.
it's VA's last day of school.

Moment of zen: my brother's myspace?-http://www.myspace.com/everybodylovesapoon
Peace.

So i went to Florida and it was really fun ( Read more... )

So my friend from NC came and left.
I skipped the SAT today. good choices!
After much oscillating, i have decided to go to fucking florida so i'll be there for the week.
Hopefully it'll be nice. Our timeshare apparently has 7 pools. Why the hell would you have SEVEN pools. Good God. that's kind of excessive. 
Amberjade couldn't come with me because she ( Read more... )

ah, report card came yesterday. A's and B's. painful mediocrity woo! yeah not going to college.

And i don't think my parents are going to let me take psych 101 because they don't want to pay. they told me i have to fucking pay for it and of course i have no money.

my dad drove my car today and he thinks the dent in it was from a truck or something ( Read more... )

SUMMER.
i'm on my 3rd book since friday.
i cut becca's hair bc she was bored with it and it actually turned out really good!
grad parties have been a lot of fun.
i'm on my last tank of gas and i have to use it sparingly to find a fucking job.
i'm going to that st. andrew's theatre today and seeing v for vendetta for $1.50 (my dad tod me about ti).
what a ( Read more... )

Fuck Inadequacy.

For the most part i am very elitist.
Most people in the world suffer from terminal stupidity.
But i choose my friends wisely.
And for some reason all my friends are always so smart and talented and beautiful and motivated.
And i honestly don't know why most of them like me.
And i feel like a trader because i have nothing to offer.

I can't ( Read more... )

so my last 2 exams were yesterday (save for psych. on friday but that doesn't really count ( Read more... )

oh boy do i love ex boyfriends who hook up with "good friends" of mine.
haha PEOPLE ARE SO WONDERFUL.
don't call me.

i'm trying to do that whole "as long as you're happy" bit and ignoring my inherent competitive streak.

when does watermelon come????

having self-control isn't that hard.

ah! no zen!
I have failed.
Peace.