AHH. whatever. fine. sweet. wonderful. amazing. great. smashing. fucking fantastic.

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i got a car!!!

EDIT: possibly the gayest thing i've ever seen: http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=6260397662981002645
           awesome juggling finale: http://video.google.com/ ( Read more... )

So i can either be constantly happy or intermittently sad. Or i'll just ricochet between the two and go crazy. Ah, why do i continue to write on here? I don't know. Why do i feel the need to constantly have social interaction? I feebly attempt to appease my loneliness by seeking comfort in numbers. I'm constantly walking blindfolded down a corridor ( Read more... )

I haven't slept in 41 fucking hours.

my parents are watching a magician on tv and cuddling.
i'm going to go write in the journal i just bought.
i always go 40+ the speed limit and i don't care if i crash and die.
someone i knew in williamsburg died.
i haven't tawked to him since 9th grade.
he was a wigger and into drugs and he was shot in the head.
my friend read an article about it while ( Read more... )

I am so fucking agog about life and the summer and everything ( Read more... )

WHAT EVER HAPPENED TO CHIVALRY ( Read more... )

Do you ever smell something and all these memories come flooding back to you?

So today i went to BAM after leaving danny's bc i was too scared to go home bc i knew i'd be in trouble with my parents and i had to kill time to pretend i went to church or they'd get even more pissed. so i walked in and the smell immediately reminded me of pokemon cards ( Read more... )

I honestly don't care about anything anymore ( Read more... )

stuff that makes me happy:)
-surprises
-snowboarding
-the day after 4th of July
-fireworks
-spongy grass
-barefootness
-flannel
-tye dye anything
-ice pops
-old school nickelodeon
-watermelon
-sledding on cardboard boxes
-driving around with friends
-music
-screaming as loud as you can
-singing
-showers
-jumping off high things
-making people laugh
-making people ( Read more... )

stuff that makes me unhappy!
-AIDS
-when geese fly in uneven flocks because that means that one is alone
-writer's block
-public speaking
-people in love
-people who think they're in love
-projects
-exams
-long essays
-ok, school
-being too scared to tell someone how you feel
-getting the bottom of your jeans soaked when it rains
-sore throats
- ( Read more... )