Its been a while ( Read more... )

girls/women that are married or engaged or maybe have children with dads that are still around are trying to fuck me. how come no nice single girls are after me? am i cursed? damn my morals! damn them!

rest your finger on my trigger push me off this ledge help me fall i will die i am dieing its all right i don't mind

Im sick I wish I was dead this sucks ass. Ive been in bed for days now been out of morphine for a week haven't had a smoke in a week (i guesws ill quit). Had strep throat for a week. Im laying in bed tossing turning sweating prefusly going through mad withdrawl.. can't talk. Every time my phone rings I have to ignore it. My only other option is to ( Read more... )

damn this is lame. nothing to do on a sat day but sit all day high on morphine!

going to coachella in a week hurray! i shall eat lots of morphine and dance around like a damn fool. doesn't get any better than that getting numb and listening to dark beautifull music.

ok everyone

Who would win in a fight in your opinion, a pair of pants or a package of napkins?

powerpill poonnoog is on the loose
beware!

woke up at 7:30 layed in bed till 11:30 wonder if im going to get my energy back. having wierd dreams/visions can't recall what though. been clean for about two and a half days i'm tripping the fuck out. my friend electra came over last night and hung out for a couple hours hadn't seen her in a while guess i forgot how much i enjoy her company. she ( Read more... )

The Demon lives in here. Everyone's got the
demon. It feeds on their hate, it cuts, rapes,
kills...it's the alien man, it uses your
weakness, your fear...only the vicious survive.

my boss just came over to my house and apolgized to me.. i guess i feel a little bit better about somethings.. i'll have to see waht happens