wow i must have died or something. its the case of i get home from work and i have a few hours to not be at work. do i really want to spend an hour of that writing into a journal? nope. plus, i had all this great interesting stuff to write about but as time goes by it keeps adding up, and its gonna be either a 10 page entry or an entry in bullet ( Read more... )

well, i figured i should update, since tmrw is a big day. tmrw i move to mass. i move out of my house again, and this time it feels real. last time i cried about it a lot and was so sad about it and so scared. and i only lived there for 6 months. this isa year lease! AHHH. but i wasnt ready last time and i was scared to death to work, and to leave ( Read more... )

i hate the new rock revival. i hate it to death. all the bands are the same- crappy rock music thats all bouncy and fun and with stupid horrible singing that seems like its supposed to be bad. and its "so great because you can dance to it." who the fuck wants to dance to horrible dirty "the" rock bands who suck? not me. i want to kill them. all of ( Read more... )

So woo. look at me. almost a month without updating. Why? because nothing has happened. Well, stuff has but its boring. On Sept 15th, me and hilton move into a new apartment in North Reading mass. Its in the "like, 20-25 mins from boston" circle, directly north, and probably like 15-20 from jake and shaun, 2 reasons I want to be there. We looked at ( Read more... )

just figured I'd write about 3 of my weird ass dreams that I can remember. I've had some amazing ones the last 4 or 5 days cuz of how much god awful crap I eat on a nightly basis and on how fucked up my sleep schedule is (you'll notice that its like 6 in the morning right now- i am so fucked up that i figured i just wouldnt go to bed today so that ( Read more... )

just a short update, gots more to say but i wanted to update anyway. i had a sweet love dream last night. YEA LOVE DREAMS! one of my typical flirting with a girl and seeing that something may happen between us type dream. she wasnt very attractive, i mean, she was but she was different looking, not like, conventionally attractive, but pretty anyway ( Read more... )

ok so i want to write this shit down cuz thats what i do but i dont want to write much so im gonna do it quick, in shortened form ( Read more... )

"They've all moved on" she said, somewhat sadly with a smile on her face. "and you haven't ( Read more... )

HEY RICH AND BRAD AND MAYBE EVEN HEATH. SCROLL DOWN AND READ THE OTHER ENTRY FIRST ( Read more... )

i just watched the last samurai FINALLY. and i am floored, which is a word i dont use often, if ever. amazing ( Read more... )