so my dad almost died. his appendix ruptured and hes been in the hospital since monday. its a pretty scary thing to think about, and ive been really scared and depressed all week. i dont know what i would have done if i lost my dad. i love him and everything hes ever done for me. i probably wouldnt be alive right now if it wasnt for my father. i ( Read more... )

why dont i ever have the balls to act on my feelings? my adrenaline has been pumping so fast, and i think im about to beat the shit out of my "best friend"

on thursday december 30th its my 20th birthday. yes i am no long going to be a teenager. that same night the suicide machines are playing at clutch cargos. i am trying to get as many people as i can to go. so buy a ticket if you want to go, and then after the show there is going to be a party at my house. everyones invited.

i guess im having a party tonight i dont know if its for sure, but if you wanna come gimme a call 756-4100

after 2 years i am finally getting off probation tomorrow. feels good

i guess life just isnt meant to be understood

last night totally made my fucking summer. my friend paul was having a show/party at his house. got to see hew, herpes symplex 10, randon axe of terror, and jeff fucking nonsense. all the bands were brutal as hell. after all the bands were done everyone was in the backyard throwing empty cans at eachother, and all the sudden snow just starts flying ( Read more... )

dank is giddy

and its retarded

my kitty just climbed the tree in my front yard and it took an hour for me to get him down.

i got a kitty. his name is Templeton