it's been a long time since i was here ( Read more... )

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it feels like hell, having to wait.

i've been far from my self these few days. worried, hardly smiley, stressed and all that cal. shit.shit.shit. i cant wait for next week to come.

being happy, feeling happy. used to be like that in the past. think this year changes people. makes everyone so different, and foreign, and scary. in the mirror, i feel ( Read more... )

RAH! lj ate up my long long entry. nvm it's fated, i shall wait till i get the photos and post them again SOON with the lovely lovely pictures ( Read more... )

i'm making little vday presents for people i <3! it's really pretty, my angels and mortals ought to be reallyyy honoured. hahah! okay i hope i dont screw up the last part, if not i will just scream. :) happy v-day in advance, loads of hugs and kisses and best wishes for the year ahead. thank you my friends, and family for being there.

these few ( Read more... )

so maybe life's not been especially smooth. nothing especially exciting to look forward to. guess i've gotta be contented with the little smallest pleasures like eating pistachio nuts, dreaming about cheese fries and walking home alone ( Read more... )

This entire week have been tiring, really tiring, mentally, emotionally, physically. loads of sickness, not enough sleep, waking up at wee hours of the morning, work and ycm commitments. plus my eye hurts. I feel drained, detached, and withdrawn. I’ve decided that talking too much is no good since it’s such a waste of time, and i'm too tired to ( Read more... )

i think I need to get hold of my life by the reins, control it, and pace myself the way it should be.

That’s the biggest problem I’m facing, knowing very well that I’ve got to correct them, but delaying it forever without a deadline, and then regretting the lost time, the lost opportunities and the repeated mistakes. I know for sure, how easy and ( Read more... )

It’s been a happy happy week. Feels like a month already, been rather busy with things in general. I love Apollo! Go Apollo! Our dance rules, our juniors are really enthu, they scare me sometimes. I have a feeling they are in love with khangchiang and peter, I heard quite a number of girls and guys saying that both of them are hot and charming ( Read more... )

Regarding friendship, this year hasn’t been exceptionally fulfilling- I’ve made new friends, retained old ones, lost or almost lost others, seen ‘normal’ friends blossomed. But, I guess what’s different, would be that I’ve matured enough to be able to appreciate my friends better, know who’s important to me and prioritize accordingly, to make the ( Read more... )