I'm back here again. Starting tomorrow I am eating less than 150 cals a day. I can't take this anymore. I eat and then I throw up and then I eat and eat and eat. This summer was amazing - the best one ever. I didn't gain any weight and ate somewhat normally. Now school has started agian, and so has the stress and saddness. Stress because i'm ( Read more... )

omg i started to eat notmal and i feel like shit. i just took 3 laxitives and i'm gonna liquid fast tomorrow and then eat very little the next week if i can help it.... i hate myself

forgot to add

1 cup soymilk (110)
1/2 pepper (10)

still under 200

tiny piece of chocolate (20)
iced coffy (30)
1/2 tomato (5)

hmmm very good day! and i was moving around all day either working, playing sports, or walking.

small salad (30)
too much chocolate (300)

still... not bad

small bowl of cereal and soy milk (110)
iced coffie (20)
salad (50)
rice cakes (120)

total: 300

today my FAT friend told me i have a double chin. ok i'm abput 110 lbs and 5'3... she's about 160 and 5'1. wtf... extreme dieting starts again!

just wrote this...about my bf...i'm so sad just being alone...didn't eat at all today ( Read more... )

I am so sad. Sad for so many reasons, that are so unimportant. My boyfriend probably being the biggest of them all. I haven't heard from him since friday. Does he even care? Guys are no good, they make you happy for a little and then end up making you feel sad and depressed, sort of like food in a weird way. I don't even k now where he is. ( Read more... )

today was the first day of my "fast." i just wanna stay at 150 or under.

do any of you girls have AIM or anything? if you do, give me your sn if u wanna talk. it's so amazing to see that so many ppl have the same issues as me.