So I toured across the country and back with CCB and Ghost Music.. and it was good and bad.. and I managed to not lose any money.. but I also didn't make any money. Noble Savages was supposed to debut on Sunday.. but so many people kept backing out.. that I'm tired of trying to replace them.. so I'm just doing Ghost Music now ( Read more... )

So this last weekend, Zoe, Nathaniel, Dom and I drove to Chicago and attended Lollapalooza. It was incredible.. here are the bands I saw ( Read more... )

shit.. I guess I've been too busy living to update this thing every time I feel something important ( Read more... )

So.. I've been doing stuff. Here are some highlights ( Read more... )

ok.. so, I've been both busy and stagnant. Sometimes spending days doing nothing but sit around, waiting till I either drink coffee by myself or with company. Ending the evening at the Blackhorse to have my requisite one beer and to play some pool. I feel like my routine is/was an attempt to numb myself, to dull myself, so that I can deal with ( Read more... )

What I miss more than any romance, was the feeling that I was understood by somebody.

I've wasted so much time... I've lost so much of my life.. I don't know how to make up for it. I've got to get the fuck out.. start over again somehow. But I don't have the resources to do that. Where do I go from here? I feel like everyone has and will continue to let me down ( Read more... )

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walking through the briars its hard not to draw blood ( Read more... )

The time for games is ending and I somehow find myself on board, a diligent keeper of time and the last minute movements reach deeper into the ego than I thought they could.  No gallant white horse racing into the sunset.  What's left but a simple fragile ambition drying up in said sun.  Apollo send the muses to kiss these bruises.  Eyes blackened ( Read more... )