i'm going to be Harley Quinn for halloween, exciting. luke is going to be the Riddler and we're going to a heroes and villains party. i also work on halloween day and get to dress up, i could almost pee myself i'm so excited.

this morning I slept in because I've been working 40 hours a week and I was tired. Susan, luke's mom, is upset with me because I somehow without my knowing told her I'd make cupcakes for the party tonight, for luke that luke doesn't want, I bought the ingredients which I didn't have to and I never said I would make them. I work another long shift ( Read more... )

Give me ideas to ask for for my birthday, I can't think of anything and Luke wants suggestions now so I can forget and be surprised come my birthday.

i miss everyone and there's no way to make things the same ever again.

i just realized, we're allowed to tell people about our day in the most banal format and it's acceptable, but then we're called boring; if we tell anyone about the positive aspects of our day, then we're gloating; if dare we bother to add in a few negative happenings, we're complaining. society and human interaction is set up so we all fail. don't ( Read more... )

luke and i bicker about meaningless things as of late, and i'm glad. it shows me how good it is and allows me to see how pointless the arguments are and to truly love how much i love him. it's cute.

I have finally joined the "working" class. I now work at a friendly organic grocery in Davidson. It's not like I haven't worked before, but I've just never had a job with documented pay that would go towards taxes. I like it. I was really afraid at first of handling money and all that jazz, but there's a point where it just doesn't feel like money ( Read more... )

the weather is cold, and i am in love ( Read more... )

it's 6 am and i cannot sleep. i feel like i did the night before the first day back at school, or christmas, or my birthday, or a day i had to make a huge change in my life... untold excitements waiting just around the bend. maybe it's because i'm getting paid, or because i'm going to california, or because i can't wait to be with luke 24/7 again. ( Read more... )

I feel disconnected from everyone and everything I used to know, and the only thing that upsets me is that feeling this way doesn't really upset me. If we go to California it might be permanent if we love it enough. I'm too in love with change for my own good. I love that Luke feeds my hunger for it as well. It's dumb to feel guilty for being so ( Read more... )